What time is it? I weakly open my eyes. I am lying on my stomach. I don’t think I have even moved. I still cannot move. I blink my eyes trying to focus. I turn my head and see Piper and Josie sitting by the bed looking worried. The events come back to me. My bum hurts. Piper leans in. Are you okay? Yeah. Do you want us to call the police? For what? Well, he raped you. No, he didn’t. Although, it did hurt. It also felt really good. I have never experienced sex like that before. Piper said we were like animals fucking. Yeah, animal sex. How long have I been out? About 12 hours. I am still exhausted… and sore. Can you get me a couple painkillers? Josie leaves and comes back. They raise my head, because I am still so weak, and I take the medicine. They asked if I wanted them to stay and I said no, you can go. I will be fine. Just need to rest a bit more. And I closed my eyes and went back to sleep.
It was late afternoon when I woke up again. I was still tired and weak and although, my muscles, and ass hurt, I was able to take a shower and get cleaned up. Even drying myself off was a major effort. I got dressed, called a cab and went home. It was all a blur. It wasn’t just physical exhaustion. I was also mentally depleted. I crawled into my own bed, closed my eyes and once again, I was out.
I woke up… again, and just stared at the ceiling. I was trying to process what had happened. Piper called it Animal Sex. I had heard of make-up sex, but since I was never in a relationship, I didn’t know what that was like. But Animal Sex? That was definitely the most primal unrestrained sex I have ever had. I realized that no one, or very few, could have ever had Animal Sex. I mean Jake doesn’t know what he is doing. He cannot remember having sex with me at all. I know if he did, he wouldn’t have done what he did and therefore no Animal Sex. Yes, I knew what was happening, but I was just as engaged and enraged and violent as he was. I slapped him twice and yelled at him and it literally released the beast… the animal within him. I will never slap him again. A part of me was a little frightened by him. What would he do next? Choke me? Or worse? And yet, part of me wanted to have that same Animal Sex with him. But … he wouldn’t remember. I want him to know and yet I don’t want him to know. I am confused and afraid. I don’t understand my feelings.
I was sore for almost a week. I had no sexual desires or impulses of any kind. It was like they had been ripped out leaving me ravaged by new thoughts. I had experienced sex on a level that I could only describe as the pinnacle of passion. I realized that my out of body experience had changed the way I thought of sex. It was no longer just a physical act. It was definitely spiritual. And Jake had given that to me. Opened my mind to new possibilities. I am a Spiritual Healer. I always believed that was just a fancy or more politically correct way of saying escort. Now, I wanted to connect with Jake emotionally. I knew that would leave me in a vulnerable position. I would have to become emotionally attached to him and not just physically. Did I even want that? And how? What if I failed to get through to him? I would be the one traumatized.
I decided I would have to interact with him in a way that was far more subtle. Something that he would enjoy doing, but at the same time it would have to be work related. Design a photo shoot. One that I was more involved in setting up. Now, where could that be? We already had a western cowboy themed shoot so that was out. I remember how stinky I was. Seems so crazy now. And it had absolutely no effect! Accept on maybe the animals at the ranch. What about a bar or saloon? It doesn’t have to be another western theme, but it has potential.
I called Ivan with my idea. And he loved it. He said the StarDreamers investors were just going over with him possible scenarios. He said that we could be in evening dresses photographed sitting at an old-style saloon or pub even. And it all developed from there. We both looked around the town and I discovered the Sensational Pub! It was perfect! Ivan loved it. We were both excited. And I felt anticipation that Jake would also really like it. Ivan worked with the owner and explained what he wanted and made the arrangements to come in after hours. I wanted it to be so perfect. And then I thought what about dogs. I have no idea how I came up with that, but again, I called Ivan and he said dogs, what is the point? They would be in the photos staring at us while we posed! Oh, now he understood. That would add a new dimension! He liked it and said he would get to work on the dogs. Later, he would call me back and said he worked out everything with the dogs and he also asked me, like as if this was MY project alone, about having a couple actors ignoring you while you posed with dogs looking at you. Yes! And they even have a poker room in the back so we could get some pictures there as well! Who would have realized I would have so much fun arranging a shoot? I couldn’t wait to work with Jake. He would be so impressed!
I met with Piper and Josie at the mall and I guess Ivan told them this was my project and I would pick out the evening dresses, and jewellery and shoes and fancy underwear, anything I wanted to make the saloon shoot a success. And did we go to town sparing nothing. We had our hair done. We had our nails done. We picked out fancy jewellery… that was on a loan basis that Ivan arranged. I don’t mind getting my hair done, but all the rest I would have preferred to … well, it just wasn’t me. But then, this wasn’t for me! It was for Jake. We even picked out some make-up. The things one must endure. I almost, and I repeat almost, shaved! But a line had to be drawn somewhere after all.
At the time, I didn’t exactly realize what “after hours” meant. It was going to take place in the wee hours of the morning. Which was okay because well, we really had no choice. I was so excited I arrived just as the pub was closing. I met the actors and the old man and the man playing the bartender were very professional. I met the dog trainers and their dogs and there were 3 types of dogs and I cannot remember what they were and I really didn’t care. They were just props. Piper and Josie showed up and we all got changed into our outfits. I was just sooooo excited!!!
Jake was the last to arrive and I literally flew to him in my white evening dress, high heeled shoes, red lipstick, bracelets, earrings, and necklace, and my white panties, although my white panties were covered… and okay, so I literally didn’t fly towards him. In fact, I strolled casually towards him or… I don’t know… I was just sooooo excited to see him! I pushed aside any thoughts of how annoying he was and tried to ignore that irritating lock of hair that hung down his forehead. I took his hand and introduced him to the actors and the trainers and the dogs, although I didn’t know their names, and I even re-introduced him to Piper and Josie! Just for fun. He was really impressed with the pub and the entire set up! I almost wet myself! He liked it! He liked what I had done! It takes a lot to be so creative and it was almost like a special present just for him and his camera.
And then we got to work. The DICE posed at the bar on leather stools and the dogs were lined up in front of us staring and the old man sat at the end of the bar ignoring and the fake bartender pretending to be cleaning glasses and I made suggestions on different poses and I would ask Jake what he thought about us just posing with our dresses hiked up to our waists while we bent over and the dogs looked on and he gave the thumbs up and I knew he was taking pics and he was clearly having fun and then we pulled our panties down to our knees and then we pulled them off and spread our legs while the old man continued to ignore us drinking his beer and the dogs had their tongues hanging out and then our dresses came off and we posed nude with nothing but our jewellery and high heels and Jake kept snapping pics and we were all having a lot of fun! The fake bartender poured us some champagne and we poured it onto ourselves and licked it off our bodies and the dogs were licking champagne off the floor and still Jake kept shooting. It was incredible! We then moved to the poker room and did some poses with the dogs in little gambling outfits. The idea being the DICE were naked because they lost at strip poker to some dogs! It was all in fun and the dogs, I have to admit were very well trained. Finally, we took some selfies with the others involved raising glasses in a cheer with the dogs at our feet. Of course, we put our dresses back on but no one seemed to mind.
Finally, it was over. I couldn’t believe how drained I was. I wanted to talk to Jake and get his thoughts! I hope he was proud of all my work. Everyone was getting packed up and ready to leave. I had to talk to him! And no, I didn’t fly over to him. I just walked over to him, still in my evening dress, and high heels, and red lipstick, and bracelets, and earrings, and necklace, and my white panties… although, I really tried to keep my thoughts off my panties. He was packing up his camera. Did you have fun tonight, Jake? It was amazing! It was so much fun. I mean the dogs and the old man patron. I cannot wait to see the pics. I then told him how I so wanted to be professional and involved in the shoot. I was talking to Jake! It felt so good!
And then he said it. You all did really good, kiddo. I just looked at him. I felt this boiling inside me! KIDDO??? He looked at me bewildered and said, what? I slapped him! I FUCKING SLAPPED THAT SON OF BITCH AS HARD AS I FUCKING COULD!!! I wanted to smash his face, but then I remembered the last time I slapped him and so I ran! I was out the pub door so fast. I heard the dogs howling and barking and hoped they were biting his nuts off! I ran! I didn’t know where I was running to… I just ran. Have you ever seen movies where women are running with high heels and they pause to take them off and continue running with bare feet? I always thought that was stupid. I kicked off my shoes and threw them away and continued running to where I didn’t know. I was upset and angry and he was a motherfucker and I was crying and I felt stupid and embarrassed… so I just ran.
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