Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 2

I remember some of my childhood.  I have decent parents.  I was adopted shortly after I was born.  My adoptive mother is a nurse in an emergency room.  My adoptive father is an airline pilot.  Like I said, they were very decent to me.  I had everything I could ask for and I really felt loved and protected. 

My name is Aurora.  Apparently, I was named by the nurses at the hospital where I was born.  My adoptive parents had the opportunity, if they wanted, to change my name, but they decided to accept my name.  I like my name.  To me, it means something special.  I have always felt that I was special in a way.  I don’t know if it was because I was an adoptive child or not or because I needed to feel special.  But that was just part of my identity.  Another part of my identity that I don’t really like to talk about are my eyes.  And I won’t.  I have had to wear sunglasses all my life.  Again, I will not explain why.  They are not normal sunglasses.  They are specially made and very expensive.  I am very lucky to have parents that were able to afford these glasses and allow me to have a variety of types.  Growing up schools and their administrators had to accept and allow me to wear these glasses.  These glasses were not easily removed or dislodged.  They were very flexible to almost any situation.  I know how to remove them easily, but other than my parents they are like glued to my head.  In essence, they are me, my identity. 

Another very significant part of my identity is that I love sex.  I have accepted it.  I love fucking.  And I enjoy having sex with both men and women.  But I really have to go back to when I first really discovered my craving for sex.  The crazy thing is that it just happened.  Like a sexual awakening.  I cannot even remember how old I was, 8, 9, 10, not really important.  One day, my mother asked me to do laundry.  No big deal.  I liked helping where I could.  It was an innocent task.  Just putting clothes in the wash machine, waiting until it finished, and then the dryer.  I remember starting the wash machine and deciding that I would sit on top and read this stupid book called Great Expectations I had to read for school.  There I was sitting on the wash machine with it running.  Reading a stupid book.  The machine was vibrating.  I squirmed a bit.  The vibration hummed right through my crotch and what I soon discovered was my clitoris or clit.  It fucking felt so good.  Not just good, but FUCKING GREAT!!!  I was soon asking if there was any more washing needed to be done.  My mother thought I was wonderful.  My first sexual partner was the washing machine.  I mean I really grinded my cunt all over that machine.  It was fucking awesome.  I was masturbating before I even knew what masturbating was! 

However, there is only so much washing that can be done.  And I soon questioned whether this was normal behaviour.  Am I the only one at my age that enjoys fucking a wash machine?  I decided to stop.  But my brain wouldn’t stop.  Or was it my clit asking for attention?  I didn’t know.  As much as I wanted or attempted to ignore my clit, the more I found myself masturbating just to satisfy my clit.  It felt so fucking good.  In bed, in the shower, having a bath, anywhere where I was alone.  And it was while I was masturbating when I started getting more turned on by thinking profanity.  I imagined fucking my cunt and my clit and just fucking and fucking.  All my thoughts became about where and when I was going to masturbate next. 

I soon became aware of boys.  I mean, I know boys don’t have vaginas.  They have penises.  But NOW, I didn’t think of vaginas and penises.  I thought of cunts and cocks.  And I soooooooo wanted to touch a boy’s cock!  I would masturbate dreaming not of fucking a cock or sucking on a cock.  I just dreamt of cock!  And I didn’t know why. 

By the time I went to high school, I had already kissed a couple boys.  A little awkward.  More for them than me.  Although kissing felt good, it was like something was missing.  I wanted more.  I just wasn’t sure how far I should go.  But in high school it was like everyone intentionally or unintentionally had sex on their minds.  But sex was definitely on my mind.  And it was super easy.  In my classes, I either asked for help or offered help to someone and it was mostly boys.  Where did these little sessions occur?  I had the perfect set up.  My parents worked at lot of hours so the house was pretty much mine.  The first boy I brought home probably thought I only had studying in mind.  Well, I am sure that he may have been thinking about sex, but he really tried to be respectful.  That lasted until I stuck my tongue in his mouth.  I discovered that as soon as you stick your tongue in a boy’s mouth, they will do almost anything for you.  But I wasn’t a tease.  At least not entirely.  A little dry rubbing or humping was as far as I would go at first.  I felt his cock harden and it was so hard to not pull it out.  I wanted to put not only my hand on it, but I wanted to put it in my mouth.  I wanted to suck on his cock so badly.  It was just as much a tease for me because I was still unsure.  The worst part of puberty is insecurity for both males and females.  I soon had plenty of study partners.  Some of them even paid me money to study. 

I was in my second year of high school when a girl started to be bullied.  It was terrible.  She wasn’t a personal friend of mine, but that didn’t mean I didn’t feel badly for her.  The thing is she had friends, or so-called friends, over for an overnight sleepover.  She had a dog and one of her friends walked into her bedroom while the dog was licking her pussy.  And the rumours spread after that.  People started calling her Lassie.  One day, I walked into the school restroom and I heard crying.  It was Lassie.  I asked her if she was okay.  What a fucking stupid question?  But I really didn’t know what else to say.  She told me to go away, but I persisted.  Eventually, she came out of her stall.  She looked worn out and so depressed and I felt this overwhelming compulsion to help her.  I took her hand and walked through the halls with other students looking at us and led her to her next class.  No one said anything.  I felt powerful.  Emboldened.  It was like everyone knew who I was with my sunglasses on and my courage escorting Lassie.  Accepting her. 

Incredibly, Lassie was the first person I fucked.  It was a little weird at first.  Afterall, she had her dog licking her pussy.  I invited her for a study session and it was really a sexual study session.  We immediately started talking about sex and our experiences.  I told her how I fucked my washing machine.  And she told me how it was really accidental how her dog started sniffing her crotch and how good it felt.   And then it just escalated from there.  We just confided in each other.  And normalized our desire for sex.  We practiced kissing and then French kissing.  Soon, we had our cloths off and we weren’t just studying our cunts, but we were licking our cunts.  Lassie said it was way better than the dog and I said it was way better than fucking a wash machine.  We would rub our cunts and clits together really hard.  Like really hard.  Lassie asked about my sunglasses and I was almost tempted to take them off, but I wasn’t ready and I am glad I didn’t.  She also asked me about my armpit hair.  Funny, but I do have armpit hair.  My armpit hair is another symbol of my individuality.  I not only like my natural body hair, but it represents a defiance of cultural norms.  No one is going to tell me what to do with my body or how I am supposed to be more of a woman.  I also don’t wear perfumes.  I think they stink and I prefer smelling a natural scent.  A lot of the girls at school are so hung up about how they smell.  I mean unless you don’t bathe for weeks I can understand, but trust me don’t worry so much about how your cunt smells or tastes.   

My relationship with Lassie didn’t last too long.  Like me, she wanted to fuck a boy.  And I helped her with that.  I invited one of my male study partners to join us which he eagerly accepted.  It was amazing how fast it took them to engage in sex.  I think he was more interested in me, but all Lassie had to do, at my advice, was to ask him to smell her and he did.  He smelled her neck and said she smelled nice.  And then she asked him to smell her cunt.  I mean she literally asked him to smell her cunt!  And he did.  She tore off her pants and spread her legs.  And right in front of me he started licking like there was no tomorrow.  I know he enjoyed it because I had my tongue in that same cunt and it smelled and tasted like heaven.  I wanted to join in at first, but I was enjoying watching them too much.  Was I finger fucking myself?  Oh yeah.   I watched him stick his tongue right into her honey hole and watched her suck on his cock and then I watched him fuck her.  They totally enjoyed themselves and I was almost content to just watch.  I thought about going over and pulling his cock out of her wet pussy and tasting both her juices and his cock, but I wasn’t quite ready yet. 

Their connection ended up ruining my friendship with Lassie.  They started going out together and get this, she started to really hate me because I had kissed him before.  That was it.  I kissed the guy and then set them up and now I was like some kind of bitch!  I tell you the drama of puberty brainwashed adolescents was just too much for me to handle.  I was so glad I never had sex with any high school boys.  I got good grades though.  I no longer wanted boy cock.  I wanted MAN cock.  But where was I to get it?

High school has a certain curriculum.  One being physical activities.  And a pre-requisite is getting a doctor’s physical examination.  This didn’t bother me at all.  I scoped out doctors and came across Dr. Hanzon.  He looked fit and in his mid 30s and I found him a perfect match.  At least for what I had in mind.  He was married and had a couple of kids.  I was 16 at the time.  There I am in an examination room when he comes in.  I am already wearing a patient’s robe and naked underneath.  I intentionally wore it the wrong way open in the front.  He immediately noticed and asked if I wanted to fix it.  I said is there really a difference.  He paused and said not really.  That pause is when I knew I would get everything I wanted.  And it was very innocent.  I asked him if he would examine my breasts first saying I was concerned about them.  My tits looked very nice and I knew it.  I had no concerns.  I asked him if it was normal that I liked pinching my nipples.  He looked at me and said they were my nipples.  I told him it feels good when I pinch my nipples.  Hanzon had no idea who he was dealing with.  I then told him I masturbate a lot and asked if that was normal.  His eyes got a little wider and said everyone masturbates.  It was normal.  Man, am I reeling him in.  And I knew it!  Here is the big one.  I ask Dr. Hanzon if he could smell my vagina and tell me if it smells normal.  Total mind fuck!  What guy, doctor or not, is going to turn down putting their face into the crotch of a 16-year old girl who is asking if their cunt smells nice???!!!  His face was down between my legs spread wide open sniffing my pussy.  He said it smells very nice.  I was getting so turned on.  I asked him to tell me how my cunt tasted.  He didn’t respond.  But he did bury his tongue in my already wet bush.  He was licking like mad.  My clit was pulsing like mad!  I just kept thinking this is it!  Man cock!  I pushed his head away and I got down on my knees.  He stopped me.  What the fuck??!!  He went to the door and I thought he was leaving!  Nope.  He went and locked the door.  He came back to me and pulled down his dress pants.  Oh my god!  Out came his man cock!  I put my hands on it and it was super hot and super hard.  I put my lips on the head of his prick and I was in cock heaven.  He had a nice hard shaft.  I slid my mouth slowly down his cock feeling how hot it was and my lips felt every vein thumping in his prick.  This was the first cock I ever sucked and it was glorious.  I licked it up and down.  I licked his hairy balls.  I smelt the scent of his genitals.  As much as I wanted Hanzon’s huge cock to cum in my mouth, what I really wanted and what my cunt wanted and what my clit wanted and what my mind wanted was that huge cock fucking me.  I wanted Hanzon’s man cock in my cunt.  And he didn’t disappoint.  I got up, turned around and bent over the examination bed.  And he slowly slid his man cock into my cunt.  Fuck, was I wet and willing.  He fucked me good.  And I enjoyed every minute.  Every second my clit pulsed.  No, he didn’t cum inside me.  He was still thinking.  No, instead he turned around and let me suck on his cock.  And he came.  Hot cum blew into my throat and I swallowed every drop.  Many firsts happened that day.  I sucked a man cock.  I was fucked by a man cock.  And then I got to swallow the hot salty cum of a man cock down my throat!  Oh, and I also realized how I could turn on a man with my cunt alone.  I may have deep desires to fuck, but so do men. 

I passed my physical. 

I kept up my relationship with Dr. Hanzon and every few months we would hook up.  At first, he was a little reluctant.  If anyone found out it could ruin him.  Eventually, he totally trusted me.  We became fuck buddies.  I learned a lot from him about what I enjoyed.  One time he gave me money.  I never asked for it.  He just gave me money and said buy something nice.  After that time, anytime we got together and fucked he would give me money.  I think I knew I wanted to be an escort before I actually became an escort.  He came up with the idea of introducing me to other doctors for what he called a second opinion.  I soon had regular clients.  It was an exciting time!

Someone told me about this website called StarDreamers that was like a dating site, but for those specifically looking for sex.  There are lots of those.  But creating a profile was free so why not.  I uploaded very revealing pics of myself.  While creating my profile there was the option to check called Interested in joining the Diamond Club Experiment.  I didn’t know what that meant, but clicked yes anyway.  Probably something stupid.  And I soon forgot about StarDreamers.  Just another website.  Months past and I received an email.  It was from an Ivan Jakovski who claimed to be representative of StarDreamers.  He asked if I was still interested in joining the Diamond Club Experiment.  He explained that it was, as the name indicated, an experiment.  The intention of DICE, as he called it, was to select an elite group of escorts.  Long story short, I accepted.  Went through an interview process and I became a member of DICE.  Along with myself, two other women also joined named Piper and Josie.  It was very thrilling to meet other women who felt the same way I did about sex.  And yes, we had sex.  Lots of sex!  Like me, Piper and Josie were animals when it came to sex.  We shared everything.  Even our clients.  Now, instead of one set of clients, we had three!  It was incredible.  And Ivan made it clear that our business was in fact OUR business.  He had nothing to do with what DICE did and we never had to pay for being members.  In fact, there were times when Ivan sent us money… like for nothing!

Ivan asked us if we wanted to do some promotional photo sets.  He thought we might enjoy the experience and, as always, we were free to pretty much do whatever we wanted.  We were even going to be paid!  Clothes purchased we could keep!  And it had the added bonus of bringing us altogether where we could fuck.  How lucky am I?  Or we?  The thing is he didn’t have a photographer and he wanted someone fairly competent.  He soon had a number of photographers he was thinking about using.  So, he booked us a room at a very expensive hotel for consecutive nights.  There were actually 3 photographers he would send to us.  One on each day.

The first day was candidate number 1.  He explained he was a real estate photographer.  He was a total drip.  No life whatsoever.  I mean we are escorts!  We live for excitement!  As soon as he found out that he was going to be taking pictures of us without our clothes on, he flat out refused.  Anyway, we sent him on his way so fast that no one even remembered his name.  What a loser! 

We had to wait until the next day to meet our next candidate and that turned out to be Chuck.  I thought, I wonder if Chuck likes to Fuck.  It turns out that Chuck does like to Fuck, but that is all Chuck wanted to do!  He was a photographer.  I will give him that, but as soon as Piper, Josie, and I started to get undressed for the shoot, Chuck already had his pants down with his cock in his hand!  Chuck soon became Goodbye Chuck!  He was done. 

One left to go and we were pretty much set against him before he even arrived.  But we tried to remain positive.  Like, Jesus fucking Christ, how hard is it to find ONE guy that can aim a camera and take stupid photos!  I have to say that we did keep ourselves busy.  3 horny escorts in a hotel room?  Yup, we occupied ourselves.

The next day doorknob number 3 shows up.  He knocks at the door and I answer.  What do you want?  He looks stunned.  Yup, another winner!  He says his name is Jake.  I let him take off his hiking boots and escort (I am an escort!) him into the room.  He is looking around still looking stunned.  I introduce myself and Piper and Josie.  He seems to be struggling just looking at us.  Our clothes aren’t even off yet!  I ask him what he is interested in… just making small talk.  He was obviously insecure so part of me almost, and I say ALMOST, felt a little sorry for him.  And he had this annoying lock of hair that fell across his forehead.  He started talking about his life growing up in some rural area with his rural parents and he just rambled on and on.  All 3 of us let him go like he had to get this out of his system or something.  He talked about his spirit animal being the beaver and how he saw a beaver when he was younger and how he had beaver shots all over his bedroom walls and beaver stuffed animals and when he went to sleep at night he had a giant beaver shot on his ceiling and his life ambition was to photograph wild beavers in the wild.  What the fuck!!!  I looked over at Piper and Josie and I could tell we were doing everything we could to not start laughing our asses off!  We did control ourselves.  If Jake wasn’t so adorable, he would be pathetic.  Well, he was going to be in beaver heaven soon and I don’t think he even realized it. 

This was going to be so much fun.  Fun I never expected.  It was hilarious.  All three of us got up and started taking off our clothes.  The look on Jake’s face… priceless!  He was like what?  We soon explained to poor Jake that he was going to take pictures of us in lingerie.  Funny, but he just kept saying okay, okay, okay… And get this, I was actually getting turned on thinking how uncomfortable I, WE, were going to make him.  It never crossed my mind, at the time, that this might be the first time Jake was in a room with three very attractive women that he was asked to take their photos undressed!  And yet he handled it like a pro.  So much so, that I became more interested in making him uncomfortable just because… well, it fucking turned me on!  Piper was on the bed and I just went for it.  I stuck my tongue in her mouth and slid my hand in her underwear and started finger fucking her cunt.  Like what you are seeing Mr. BeaverMan???  Josie got behind me and pulled down my panties and I could feel her tongue on my cunt and then licking my butthole.  We are professionals and we know what each other likes.  I looked over at Jake.  He has his camera in his hands, but he is just staring at us in like shock or something.  Holy!  This was getting me so fucking wet!!!  I said to him what the fuck are doing???  Keep fucking filming!!!  And… he went back to filming!  At one point, Piper is lying on the bed with her legs spread.  Her pussy is just glistening with Piper cunt juice and some spit mixed in.  Josie is fucking her head off sitting on Piper’s face.  She is rubbing her cunt all over Piper’s tongue.  I am about to go down on Piper and I look over at Jake and said make sure you get this.  Piper smells incredible and I spread her cunt lips and she is nice and pink and wet.  I lick her pussy so Jake can get really good shots.  I am also rubbing my asshole with my one hand and my pussy with the other.  I know he can see me doing it.  He keeps on taking photos. 

The three of us keep fucking each other.  Not Jake.  He was steadfast professional.  But at some point, we pass out from exhaustion.  On the bed.  It takes a lot of work and stamina to fuck for so long!  When I did finally wake up, Jake was gone.  And here’s the thing, I actually felt a little disappointed.  Not THAT disappointed.  All three of us would agree that we wanted to work with Jake again.  Well, it was mostly me, but I had no problem convincing Piper and Josie. 

I just had this stupid smile on my face thinking how much fun I was going to have tormenting Jake.  I was giddy.  Yes, I said giddy, with anticipation!

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 4

I said I was a little disappointed.  Like super little.  And more annoyed than even disappointed that Jake was gone when I woke up and didn’t get to say goodbye.  It would have been nice to get him to help me get dressed…

Anyway, it was really me that got Jake the job so he better be grateful.  I called Ivan and told him how we all liked him.  When Ivan said he would draw up a contract for Jake, I asked him if he could include one small clause.  That part of Jake’s duties was to help clean up and do anything to make the DICE happy.  I have no idea what made me think of this.  It was just a spur of the moment inspirations.  He didn’t think anything of it so he readily agreed. 

So, I had almost a month to think about how I was going to make Jake uncomfortable.   How would I torture that innocent young man?  He already saw us fucking.  I am certain that it must have rattled him which is why he left in such a hurry.  And then it came to me.  Not right away, but a few days later.  When I was smelling my underwear.  I love the smell of pussy.  I think I already admitted that.  Especially, my own.  Whenever I take my underwear off or on, I give them a little sniff.  Just became a habit, I guess. 

I have to say that women, from my experience, are like bat shit fucking crazy when it comes to how they smell.  But especially, how their cunt smells.  I never understood that shit.  I used to listen in the high school locker room and even in the cafeteria these young girls talking about their “vaginas”.  That used to annoy me.  It was like when they called them their “vaginas” they somehow disconnected themselves from their cunts!  I love my cunt!  Anyway, they would sometimes talk about how they smell.  And if they smelled normal.  Funny thing was, and they didn’t even realize it, that all their cunts wanted was to be fucked and all they had to do was ask any boy if their cunts smelled nice and their cunts would enjoy all the fucking they needed.  It was absolutely simple.  And they would use perfumes and deodorants and scented lotions all because they were told they had to and it was stupid.  I know because I experimented.  I would go days without a shower.  On purpose.  No changing of the old panties.  After a couple days, my scent was noticeably stronger.  Not overpowering or a nasty scent, but definitely stronger.  After a couple days guys were more turned on!  I could hardly get their lips off my pussy!  This was fascinating.  And then it came to me to research historical bathing and hygiene in general. 

If you go back maybe 150 years ago, regular bathing was almost non existent.  In other words, people stank a lot more.  There were bath houses.  You paid to take a bath and most of the times it was in water already used!  It wasn’t just the smell of your cunt you had to worry about.  And here is the point I am trying to make.  Guys still went down and licked that pussy!  They licked it and fucked it.  How do I know?  Well, people were still making babies!  I think perfumes were more necessary back then too.  Just to cover up the nastier body odours and extend the need for an actual bath.  Nowadays, people have ready access to showers and baths.  But corporations love making money so they advertise and advertise and advertise that women stink.  Feeding off their insecurities so they buy more perfumed products.  What a waste of money.  My special clients, like Dr. Hanzon, I intentionally go a couple days without bathing.  I remember the first time I apologized to Hanzon that I hadn’t bathed in a couple days.  It literally drove him nuts.  He was salivating as he yanked down my pants.  His tongue was all over my cunt!  And get this, his tongue was all over my asshole too!  After going a couple days without a good cleaning.  He fucked my ass that day.  I think having his tongue in my butthole, he couldn’t resist sticking his man cock in there.  It just happened to be the first anal sex for me.  And he was gentle at first until I really got into it and told him to fuck my asshole harder and harder and harder… I think I was 18…

Oops.  Just started rubbing my clit thinking about it.  Sometimes I just start finger fucking myself.

I guess what I am saying is a woman’s natural scent is far, far, far… more powerful than any bottled perfume.  There is no guy, NO GUY, that has placed his tongue on a woman’s clit who is going to look up and say I think you need to take a bath!  NO GUY!!!! 

The same for armpit hair.  Whether you are male or female, most people have no clue as to why women insist on shaving their pits.  I don’t.  I refuse to because it is my choice.  And well, I like to be different.  I also think I sweat more and I think I made it clear how I love my scent.  It is like a rite of passage.  It is more important for girls to start shaving their pits than it is for boys to shave their faces!  So why?  You can look it up on Wikipedia, but it basically says that women were brainwashed into believing they were more sexy if they shaved their legs and armpits.  That’s it.  That was over a century ago!  So now, women are just like sheep, programmed to shave their pits.  I refuse to be programmed.  When and if I shave my pits, it will be because I WANT to shave my pits.  I won’t.  I have been told I have nice armpit hair.  And guys love it!  It is a unique experience.  How many guys can honestly say they fucked a woman with armpit hair???  How many guys can honestly say that upon discovering a woman has armpit hair wouldn’t stick their tongue or cock into that woman’s cunt upon her spreading her legs??? 

I get the strangest thoughts while I masturbate.  Funny.  What was I talking about??!!

Jake!  Right.  Jake.  And… my panties.  Yes, and smelling them.  What about smelling them… and Jake… smelling them… Jake smelling them!  That’s it!  Getting Jake to smell my panties.  Wow!  I am sexually brilliant!  Goes without out saying that I am like Professor of Sex!  After all, I first started fucking a wash machine at the age of 8, or 9, or 10.  

I now have a game plan of sorts.  But how was I to get Jake to smell my panties?  On or off?  Preferably on… Hey Jake, can you sniff my cunt… oops, I meant can you lick my panties… while I am wearing them?  No, no, no.   Sounds nice, but no.  I want to torture him.  That would be too easy.  I have to give him my panties without him knowing I am giving him my panties.  And they have to be a specific pair of panties.  Wow!  This has become all out strategic sexual warfare!  I decided to go with a white pair.  Not a thong, but a pair with enough fabric that could hold plenty of my pussy’s scent.  And they had to be white so I could leave a stain… one that outlined my cunt… fuck was I fucking getting horny thinking about this!!!!  Thinking about Jake smelling my underwear and jerking off!!!  It was fabulous!!!

Our next shoot was scheduled.  Some baseball themed shoot.  I didn’t really give a shit.  I had other things I was thinking about.  A couple days prior though, I put on a pair of white lace panties.  Even as I was putting them on, I was laughing.  This was genius.  And over the next couple days, without bathing, I would rub those panties into my pussy.  I masturbated a lot.  I couldn’t help myself.  Thinking of Jake smelling them.  I have to admit when the day arrived of the shoot, I was a little disappointed.  The stain seemed faint.  Would he even notice?  He didn’t strike me as the brightest star in the sky.  And the smell… was it strong enough?  I mean, I am used to the smell of my cunt… they would just have to do.

I have only been to the Mansion, which is what Ivan called it, a couple times.  It is incredible.  Everything you could possibly want is there.  Like huge everything.  Huge kitchen, huge garage, huge master bedroom, huge showers, a pool and jacuzzi, huge fireplace living room… incredible.  Ivan told us, the Diamond Club Experiment, or DICE, to meet there and Jake would pick them up.  It is always nice to see Piper and Josie.  They really are like sisters.  Sexual sisters.  Spiritual Healers united.  Piper has some awesome tits.  And she spent a lot of money on them, not that I care because I love playing with them.  It is almost funny.  She cannot hide them.  Sometimes Josie and I are just licking her big boobs and sucking on her nipples.  And doing other things too…

We changed into our uniforms and were looking at the baseball equipment when the buzzer rang.  It was Jake.  Who else would it be?  I answered and told him we would be right down.  FUCK!  I was so excited and I didn’t really know why.  Here I am thinking I was going to make a complete fool out of myself.  Like me??  Can you believe it?? 

We all went down through the side get and I saw that he had a shit box car.  It was so old I didn’t even know what make it was.  It was so old you actually had to roll down the windows by hand.  It was so old it only had a radio.  Anyway, it was Jake’s car and I said I thought it was a classic!  Piper and Josie gave Jake a hug.  What was I supposed to do?  I didn’t plan on hugging Jake, but WHAT was I supposed to do???!!!  I couldn’t really not hug him, right??  I went and gave him a hug.  Oh my GOD!!  He smelled so nice… SO NATURAL!!!  No cologne at all!!!  I told him, more like whispered in his ear… while I was smelling him… how I was sorry I missed him… no, I told him I was I sorry I didn’t get to say goodbye… and what I didn’t whisper in his ear was that he smelled really good and that I missed him leaving because I wanted him to dress me… no, I wanted him to put his hands on my ass and I wanted to suck…

He said it was okay and apologized for not sticking around.  He made up some bullshit story on why he had to leave and we just left it at that. 

We, the DICE, piled into the car, if it can be called a car, and off we went with Jake driving to a baseball park.  I soon learned it was not called a baseball park, but a baseball diamond.  Thanks Jake, for that correction.  So annoying.  I am not overly fond of being corrected… but forgivable.  I thought our uniforms were very nice.  Blue with red pinstriping that said Diamonds.  Caps that said DICE.  We take a lot of pride being members of DICE. 

The first park we went to was fairly secluded and no one was using it.  Piper, Josie, and I started tossing the ball around while Jake was taking pictures.  I am not really a big fan of sports.  Sex is my sport of choice.  It was warm and we were soon getting sweaty.  I made sure I rubbed my crotch a lot.  I wanted the smell of my cunt to soak into my panties.  It wasn’t hard to get wet thinking about how Jake would soon be smelling them and dreaming about licking my wet cunt.  Oh my god!  I wanted to get them off and I wanted to keep them on.  We soon wrapped up at the park and I asked Jake if he knew someplace more secluded where we could relax more. 

On our way we saw an ice cream shop and Piper, Josie, and I bought 3 large vanilla soft ice cream cones.  We told Jake we had to cool off.  Which was half true.  We started licking each other’s cones and then we started licking each other’s faces.  Pretty soon there was soft serve vanilla ice cream on our hands and faces.  I had to get my panties off because I didn’t want them smelling like vanilla ice cream.  I tucked them discretely into his back window.  My panties were off and then we were all naked still licking our cones and each other.  Josie was slathering my cunt with her cone and Piper was licking ice cream off of Josie’s bum.  There was ice cream everywhere.  We must have arrived because Jake stopped the car.  Once I get into high sexual gear that is all I can think about.  Jake opened the back door and resumed taking photos.  It must have been quite a sight.  But Jake handled it well.  There is nothing like the taste of wet pussy mixed with vanilla.  It’s almost lucky that I am unable to lick my own pussy or I would never get anything done.  I still love fucking Piper and Josie.  Especially with Jake watching.  It was over too quickly.  It always is. 

We put on our sticky shirts and Jake drove us back to the Mansion.  His backseat was covered in melted vanilla ice cream so we decided to leave our shorts off.  When we arrived, we gave Jake a very sticky hug.  I jumped up and wrapped my legs around him, hoping, hoping, that he would grab my sticky ass.  But he didn’t.  Damn!  What was wrong with him???  I haven’t met a guy yet that won’t take a quick grab when a girl wraps her legs around their waste.  I couldn’t hold him long with my ass in the breeze.  We were fairly close to the road so we had to run into the Mansion. 

My mission, though, was a success.  Panties were planted.  I will just have to wait now.  We went to get showered off and that is when I remembered Jake was supposed to help us clean up!!!  How could I forget???  Felt a little frustration there.  It would have been perfect.  Covered in sticky melted vanilla ice cream.  He would have had to … touch us all over!  And he would have been naked too!  I was a little pissed off so I later called Ivan and told him that Jake didn’t help us clean up like he was supposed to do.  I tried not to sound too upset because I didn’t want Jake to get into any real trouble.  I just said it would have been nice if Jake, if Jake fucked us hard, no I didn’t say that, would have helped us clean up and maybe he forgot because he is such a loser!!!  I left the loser part out as well.  Ivan did say he would call him. 

I wonder if Jake was smelling my pussy juice…

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 6

It was a beautiful day!  I almost felt like singing it was such a wonderful day.  Adrenaline and anticipation raced through my body.  Today was the day!  The next photo shoot had arrived and I was as horny as you can get.  I couldn’t think of anything else but seeing Jake’s cock for the first time.  I was licking my lips without even realizing it.  Salivating at the thought of his cock in my mouth.  These last few weeks my clients were extremely lucky.  But today was the day!  And it was a beautiful day!!!

Honestly, I don’t ever care what his cock looks like.  I just want to torment the hell out of poor little Jakers.  Sometimes I would find myself laughing just thinking about it.  He has no idea what is coming.  Funny.  I already spoke with Josie and Piper and we were all in agreement.  Blowjob only.  No matter what, we were not fucking him today.  I did make the excuse that we should really break him in slowly.  Whatever that was supposed to mean.  My goal was to tease him as much as possible.  I didn’t even feel guilty about what I was planning on doing.  I didn’t even understand really why I was going to do what I was planning on doing.  Does that make sense? 

Maybe because I found him a little annoying.  He comes across as so professional and nice and respectful.  And the whole time he is photographing our cunts.  And he doesn’t even comment on how nice my cunt looks.   Or how he would like to lick my clit or suck on my breast or stick his cock in my ass.  Very annoying.  He has that lock of hair that hangs down his forehead.  How can he not notice my pussy???  Well, he will notice my mouth on his fucking cock!  And then he goes off on how he cannot wait to photograph wild beavers in the wild.  That is how he says it.  Wild beavers in the wild!  How fucking stupid is that???  As if there is such a thing as TAME beavers in the WILD!  What even makes it even more stupid is that there are three WILD beavers right in front of his face that he is photographing.  Only Jake is too dumb to realize that pussies, cunts, vaginas are also called BEAVERS!  So, in my professional sexual opinion, he gets whatever he deserves.  And that is one hell of a blowjob.

I like giving blowjobs.  I enjoy feeling a cock get hard in my mouth.  I like running my tongue all over a cock.  Spitting on it.  Having the entire cock in my mouth.  The taste of pre-cum.  On my lips.  Jerking on the cock until it explodes.  Swallowing cum.  My cunt is what really doesn’t like blowjobs.  It is like HELLO HELLO HELLO, I want to fuck that cock!  A cock really is like a hot poker.  It is filled with hot blood.  Until you have sucked on a cock, you may not realize how hot a fully erect cock can get.  Your cunt is already just as hot or should be.  Your hand may feel the heat.  But it is your lips that REALLY feel the heat.  And your face.  It is getting me wet just thinking about Jake’s cock all over my face. 

Today is the DAY!!! 

I am positive he has been smelling my panties.  How can a guy not?  Sorry Jake, but there will be no pussy on the menu today!  Laugh my ass off!! 

I was told the photo shoot was going to be bikinis by the pool at the Mansion.  In my mind, bikinis were just the same as lingerie.  And you can wear bikinis at the beach, but you can’t wear underwear.  Stupid.  Besides the beach, the only thing that bikinis and lingerie have in common was they were intended to come off!  Titillate hungry eyes.  I like the word titillate.  It sounds like fucking.  Needless to say, I was horny all day.

I arrived at the Mansion and Josie and Piper were already there.  We got into our bikinis and sat around the pool chatting and getting excited about how we couldn’t wait to see Jake’s cock.  We confided about how we were only going to give him a blowjob and no matter how we might want to we were not going to let him fuck us or lick our cunts.  The thought of our little conspiracy was a turn on in itself!  The thought that he didn’t know what was going to happen was another turn on!  The thought of seeing his cock for the first time and sucking on it was a HUGE TURN ON!!!!

Jake arrived.  We all acted cool.  We weren’t.  We took him on a tour of the Mansion.  It was his first time in the Mansion.  It wasn’t going to be his only first time today!  Not many guys can say that they had three gorgeous women suck their cock at the same time.  Anyway, we showed him around in our bikinis all casually like.  He asked about the upstairs and it was so tempting to just head up there right away, but we were professionals.  The photo shoot had to come first.  We said we would show him that later.

The sun was out and it was nice and warm.  A nice breeze was blowing that was just enough to get our nipples hard.  It didn’t take long to get into the shoot.  And Jake was snapping away.  That lock of hair that so annoyed me was hanging down his forehead.  Although it was hard to concentrate, we did our poses in and out of the water in multiple bathing suits.  Changing right in front of him.  Rubbing sunscreen and oils on each other.  Our bodies were well oiled.  Some people might think it is easy just posing, but it is still work.  And Jake seemed to be more relaxed. Almost like he was becoming more artistically engaged.  Even to the extent of making more suggestions and giving more directions.  At least until we started having sex.  Poking our fingers and tongues in our cunts and buttholes.  Sucking each other’s faces.  We couldn’t take it any longer.  We had to end the photo shoot!

Jake was putting his camera away.  I told him we needed help cleaning up.  He had this stunned look on his face.  With what?  You have to help us wash off.  Stunned look.  I was so fucking enjoying this!!!  He just said okay.   We led him inside and he dropped off his camera bag.  We were completely naked and oily as we led him upstairs to the master bathroom.  I know he had a great view of our asses going up the stairs.  Well, not like he hadn’t seen our asses before!  I wanted to run up the stairs!  The shower was big enough for like eight people.  Josie went in and got the shower running.  Steam started to appear.  Hot.  I was a little jealous, but Piper was the first to kiss Jake right after she took off his shirt.  His hands immediately cupped her breasts.  All guys seem to go for the breasts first.  And with Piper, you couldn’t really blame him.  I was intentionally on the lower spectrum.  I had his socks and hiking boots off.  And then I unzipped his shorts.  It wasn’t easy because he was already hard.  My clit started pulsing.  He was big.  His cock popped out.  Wow.  His cock was so beautiful.  Straight and true and fucking hard.  My small hand quickly gripped his shaft.  We all went into the shower and then we were all on our knees except for Jake.  I was in the middle.  I closed my eyes and flicked my tongue across the head of his cock.  I wanted him all day!  Piper and Josie were also licking the head of his cock.  He was so thick.  I slid that thickness into my mouth inch by inch.  So hot.  My hand went down and started finger fucking my cunt.  Already, I wanted to fuck him so bad!!!  I looked up and he was looking down.  He had this almost crazed look in his eyes.  I sucked on his cock until Josie wanted a turn.  Piper was licking his hairy balls.  I had to stand.  My clit was pulsing so much.  I stuck my tongue in Jake’s mouth.  Fuck!  He tasted so good!  His hand went between my legs.  He stuck a finger in my cunt!  NO!!!!  Another second and I would have let him fuck me!   That wasn’t the plan!  I went back down.  Piper was now sucking on his cock.  She started spitting on it.  Josie was jerking him off.  I started spitting on it.  It was covered with our spit and spittle was dripping off his cock and our chins and onto our breasts.  I got his cock back and slid my mouth over it.  I could feel the veins of his cock on my lips.  They pulsed red hot.  As I rubbed my cunt, I slid my other hand up his leg.  I was waiting for his leg to tighten.  He had one hand on Josie’s head and the other on Piper’s.  His leg started to tighten up.  I could feel it.  He grabbed my head with both hands and started fucking my mouth.  I let him.  I knew he was getting close.  He was no longer in control.  I just closed my eyes.  With my hand still on his leg, I felt it completely tighten and he thrust one final time.  It seemed like seconds passed.  The head of his cock was at the back of my throat when he exploded.  Hot cum fired into my mouth and I swallowed as much as I could.  Fuck he tasted good!!!  I pulled him out still swallowing.  He burst again all over my face.  Josie and Piper were licking my face.  Josie grabbed his cock and he spewed again on her face and into her open mouth!  Piper then grabbed his cock and I couldn’t believe it when he blasted more cum onto her face!  Like holy fuck!  I know it’s an exaggeration, but it seemed like his nuts just produced a gallon of cum!  And we were licking and swallowing and licking and swallowing and it was dripping off our chins and off his cock and onto our tits and we just kept licking and swallowing.  Although his cock stayed hard for a bit and shiny in the lights of the shower, he started to lose his erection.  I put my mouth on it anyway.  His hands were still on my head.  We all got up and Jake didn’t say a word as we all washed each other off. 

Jake was out of the shower first.  He dried himself off, got dressed and just left without a word.  He didn’t even say goodbye.  No kiss thank-you.  Nothing.  He just left.  I thought that was a little rude.  After all, he just had the blowjob of a lifetime!  It was like nothing happened.  What???

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 8

It really is rather petty.  But at the same time, at least to me, it is rather huge!  Piper and Josie didn’t think anything about it.  Yes, he is a moron, but not even saying goodbye!  We just sucked his cock and swallowed his sweet, sweet, tasting cum.  Jake has such a nice cock.  I loved his thickness and his veins and how hot his cock was… the head of his cock was so perfect and it felt so good sliding my lips over it.  Putting my tongue on it…

Here is the thing.  I have been with quite a few, okay, a lot of people and everyone says GOODBYE!!!  Or thanks, I had a nice time.  Or, can’t wait to see you again.  Or, really enjoyed you sucking my cock and letting me splash my love juice down your throat!!  SOMETHING!!!  Yes, I get it.  He is stupid.  But when I kissed him, and I was NOT going to, I only kissed him because Piper kissed him and I was not going to be left out, he stuck a finger in my pussy.  And it felt so fucking good.  It took all my willpower to not fuck him then.  Like all my willpower!  I was so wet and horny.  How did he know to stick his finger in my cunt???  How did he know how to do that and NOT say goodbye???

I think I got over it rather quickly.  All things considered.  I mean what did he think of getting his cock sucked on by us?  Did he like it?  His cock definitely liked it.  It stood up like a straight arrow.  What should I say to him on the next shoot?  Should I kiss him?  I want to kiss him.  But that would be like a defeat.  He wins.  No, he will have to approach me and then I can reject him.  Yes, that sounds way better.  Then, I can torment him some more.  I am so glad I figured that out!  I almost forgot that my whole mission was to tease him.  Why?  Because he was soooooo annnnooooyying!!!

So, I need to mention my clients.  I have scheduled appointments.  I am not an on-call type of girl.  If someone wants to see me, they book an appointment.  For the most part.  I stopped being an escort when I joined the Diamond Club Experiment.  I became a Spiritual Healer.  I take that role very seriously because there are so many people out there that need spiritual healing.  And it was no longer just about sex.  Although, sex obviously comes into play.  But that is all irrelevant.  The thing about my clients is that I have been somewhat distracted recently and I don’t know why.  I will be with a client and then I will start thinking about something else.  And it is so wrong!  They pay good money for their time with me and I feel guilty when I am not focused!  And I am not thinking about Jake!  No way!  It’s just I feel like my thoughts are … muddled.  That’s it. 

One of responsibilities as a member of DICE, and there are really not many, is to get fitted for the photo shoots and pick out our outfits.  Like our baseball uniforms were all custom designed and tailored.  And even though the seamstress has our measurements, they still insist on a final fitting.  Apparently, the next shoot was Daisy Dukes.  I have no idea who Daisy Duke is or was and I really don’t care.  She must have been something of a farm girl.  She wore really tight short shorts.  Cowboy boots and cowboy hats.  I picked a baseball cap out with Cummings on the front.  I don’t know what a Cummings is, but the hat looked frayed and … farmish.  We had like work shirts that tried to cover our tits, but left a lot of skin and underwear exposed.  All in all, we were looking pretty hot!  I couldn’t wait for Jake to see me.  I mean, not that I care!   Just to be clear.

The day of the shoot I was running a little late.  Very bad.  Like I mentioned I am very scheduled and I like being on time.  It is what it is.  When I arrived at the Mansion I met Piper and Josie and they were already dressed like Daisy Dukes.  As I was getting into my outfit, I couldn’t help asking about Jake and if he mentioned his blowjob of a lifetime.  They said he hadn’t mentioned it and that he was loading up the truck.  What?  He didn’t say something like I forget to say goodbye or thanks for sucking my cock and letting me splash my jism down your throat?  I didn’t actually say that.  But I was thinking it.  Nope and nada and nothing.  I don’t get it.

Jake came in from the garage and said the truck was loaded up.  He said we all looked nice as he smiled.  Have you ever had like a brief moment when you just wanted to smash someone’s face? 

We got into the truck.  I had to like climb in, being so short.  It made me feel awkward and at the moment I wished I was a couple inches taller.  Jake said he had scouted a couple offroad locations and one in particular that we might like.  As he was driving, I stared at him.  Stupid lock of hair still fell down his forehead.  I kept thinking if he mentions wild beavers in the wild again, I was going to smash his face.  Okay, maybe not.  He does have a somewhat nice face.  He noticed me looking at him.  Are you okay?  Sure.  And then looked out the window.  When a woman answers sure, or fine, or whatever to a question, generally she is pissed!  What does the moron of all morons say?  Okeedokee.  And keeps driving.

I tried to focus on the day.  And it was beautiful.  Very hot, but beautiful.  We were supposed to be like Daisy Duke hitchhikers.  Three women on a dusty road with no traffic whatsoever trying to get a ride with just our thumbs.  That was the theme anyway.  Beyond that, we could just pose however we wanted.  The location Jake found was fairly secluded.  He stopped the truck and then insisted that we all wear sunscreen.  He actually insisted!  It was kind of cute and sweet in a way.  I was tempted to ask him if he would put sunscreen on me, but I was still a little pissed.  However, I did say okeedokee, sir.  I don’t think it registered. 

It was super hot.  But being professionals, we went about our poses pretending to be desperate hitchhikers.  I had my baseball cap on backwards.  Push up my tits.  Then stick my hands in my pants and quickly cop a feel.  Our tops opened up and shorts would go down to our boots.  Then our panties went down.  We would all bend over exposing our asses and finger our cunts.  But it was super hot.  Jake must have noticed something because he asked if we could use some water.  Thank you, Jake!!!  We all needed a break.  The bottles of water were heavenly ice cold.  We started pouring water on our heads while Jake just kept on doing what he does.  Soon we were soaked and except for our boots we were soon completely naked.  Even with sunscreen, we all knew that the shoot would soon be over.  It was just too fucking hot. 

We got back in the truck and Jake cranked up the air conditioning.  It felt so good.  Our clothes were still wet, but we managed to get dressed.  With the air on, it didn’t take long to cool off.  I thought the shoot went well.  I couldn’t wait to see the pictures.  I enjoy looking at them.  Sometimes, it is hard to believe that it is me in the photographs.  I wonder what Jake sees. 

As we were driving back, Piper noticed a fruit and vegetable stand and asked if we could stop.  I went along with it, but I really just wanted to get back to the Mansion and have Jake clean us up.  Jake said okeedokee.  Irritating.  Piper ended up getting a couple melons.  Josie said she loves strawberries.  Who doesn’t?  And I grabbed some bananas and cucumbers.  I am sure Jake didn’t get the connection.  Idiot!  One old guy asked if he could have his photo taken with us.  Sure.  The way he looked at us I could tell he needed some spiritual healing.  Seeing us take a photo with the old man, a young couple also asked for a photo.  They had a young infant boy who kept staring at Piper.  Finally, he pointed and said boobs.  Made sucking noises while reaching with both hands.  We didn’t really know how to react.  Mom wasn’t too happy. 

Anyway, we bought our fruit and headed back to the Mansion.  We were all pretty hungry and, in the kitchen, we divided up the fruit.  Jake even had some.  We ended up feeding each other fruit, with the exception of Jake, and soon we were naked again with fruit juice running all over us.  We became pretty sticky.  And then… it was time to get cleaned up!!!  Jake, once again, had that stupid look on his face.  We laughed and took his hand leading him up the stairs to the main shower.  Jake’s clothes were soon off.  We got into a nice warm shower and this time Jake’s hands were everywhere.  He soaped us up and cleaned our bodies.  Our breasts.  Our legs.  Our cunts.  His cock… his beautiful cock was hard before we got into the shower.  I kissed him hard and once again his hand reached down and fingered my pussy.  This time though, I didn’t stop him.  It felt so fucking good.  All the bad thoughts I had about him disappeared.  I no longer wanted to smash his face.  I wanted to lick every inch of his face.

We got out of the shower and still wet, made our way to the master bed.  We pushed Jake onto the bed.  I sat on his face, facing towards Piper, who just stuck his beautiful cock in her cunt.  She started riding his cock.  I kissed Piper on the mouth and sucked on her nipples.  The whole time I was grinding my cunt into Jake’s face.  His tongue was all over my pussy and my butthole.  I swear he had like a 7 inch tongue.  I know that’s impossible, but it certainly felt like it.  Especially when he slid it all the way into my pussy.  FUCK!!!  I was hitting full fuck mode!!  I hoped he could only breath the stench of my cunt and ass!!  I hoped he could only taste the tang of my love juice!!!  My neck arched back!  Piper was still fucking his cock and started licking my nipples.  Biting them.  HOLY FUCK!!!  Where was Josie?  I didn’t really care.  But she was licking Piper’s ass and every now and then she would pull Jake’s cock out of Piper’s cunt and suck on it.  She would stick it back in then pull it out and suck then put it back in.  In and out, in and out.  I wanted some of his cock in my mouth.  I flopped down on his belly and like Josie, I too began pulling his cock out of Piper’s honey hole and sucking on it, I could taste her pussy juice.  The whole time Jake’s tongue is all over my cunt.  He nibbled on my clit, licked my pussy lips, stuck his tongue in my butthole!!  HOLY FUCK!!!  I was so wet!!  How does he know how to do these things???

Piper finally got off his cock and it was Josie’s turn.  There we were, Josie fucking his cock, Piper sitting on his chest and me, rubbing my wet crotch all over Jake’s face still eating me out!  All three of us were grinding our hips on Jake.  We were kissing each other sharing the taste of our mouths.  I fucking couldn’t take anymore!  I pleaded with Piper and Josie to please let me fuck him!!  PLEASE!!  They got off him.  I swung around and sucked on his cock for a bit.  Not what I wanted.  With my hand gripping his cock, I closed my eyes, and lowered my cunt onto him.  OH MY GOD!!!  I felt the head of his cock enter my cunt.  HOLY!!!  Inch by inch by inch, he entered me.  I was moaning uncontrollably.  He filled me up.  And then I started fucking him up and down, up and down, faster and faster.  His hands were on my hips and on my breasts and pinching my nipples… I fell forward and our tongues met.  I still kept fucking him.  I couldn’t stop.  I felt his muscles begin to tense.  OH MY GOD!!!   My clit was throbbing in pleasure!!!  JESUS!!!  Cum inside me Jake.  Jake, FUCKING CUM INSIDE ME!!!  He thrust up and exploded.  All his muscles hardened.  He had a solid grip on my ass with his beautiful cock stuck deep inside me!!  I swooned in rapturous pleasure.  My whole body quivered.  I passed out.

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 10

I woke up to the smell of coffee.  Jake was gone and I was alone in the bed.  I stretched thinking about all that had happened the day before.  All the fucking and sucking.  Holy, Jake can really fuck with that beautiful cock of his.  I thought about showering, but I could still smell Jake’s sweat on me and decided to shower when I got home.  Instead, I headed downstairs.  My clothes were by the sofa and after dressing I found Piper and Josie in the kitchen having breakfast. 

I poured myself a well-earned cup of coffee.  I like my coffee black.  Besides, there was still some fruit left and Piper and Josie had made a cocktail with left overs.  They wanted to talk about Jake.  It was apparent that they had already discussed Jake and now they wanted to talk about him with me.  They both said that Jake was an incredible fuck and that he had a very nice dick.  He kissed nice and had a nice body and strong hands which they very much enjoyed.  And being fucked by someone like that after a photo shoot was great.  I agreed with them on everything.  But… they liked him.  I said I like him too.  Wait.  What are you saying?  We cannot fuck him anymore.  We want to, but it feels wrong.  It’s like non-consensual sex if he doesn’t know we are fucking him.  But he like gets a fucking hard on.  How is that non-consensual?  I cannot believe I am having this conversation with Piper and Josie.  His tongue was all over my pussy and it didn’t seem like he was … suffering.  They were steadfast and determined.  Maybe if he remembers yesterday, but if he doesn’t, we won’t have sex with him.  I looked at them both and thought things through.  You’re right.  Maybe his wild beaver in his wild brain is overwhelmed by fucking three incredibly gorgeous women.  He is not used to seeing so much beaver!  We laughed. 

We agreed, or I put forth the notion, that I alone would attempt to crack Jake out of his sex denialism shell.  With as much non-sexual assistance from them.  This was fucking great!  I would now be able to fuck Jake completely by myself.  I couldn’t believe my luck!  As we departed the Mansion, I gave my beautiful sex sisters big hugs and kisses.  Jake was mine!!!

My home was filled with plants.  Although I like dogs and cats, in my mind they were an unnecessary chore and financial inconvenience.  So, I stuck with plants.  And some flowered at different intervals throughout the year.  Amongst my plants I had various forms of artwork depicting dragonflies and damselflies and fairies and pixies.  I made my apartment my fantasy garden.  It was nice to come home and just let my mind wander.

I thought about what Piper and Josie had said and well, I don’t care.  As far as I was concerned Jake’s beautiful cock had one purpose.  And that was to fuck my cunt as much as possible.  And now, my cunt alone.  My goal had not changed.  Just my partners.  Make Jake my sex slave.  Torment him with the notion that it is my cunt alone that he wants and only with my permission.  Thinking about it, it does sound nasty.  But he is so annoying!  But before I can really, REALLY, torment him, he has to realize he is fucking me. 

I have shifted all my clients and scheduled appointments to Piper and Josie.  After all, that is what the Diamond Club Experiment is all about.  Sharing clients.  I cannot sanely fulfill those tasks anymore.  All I think about now is Jake.  Like everyday.  Jake this and Jake that.  And how that lock of hair hangs down his forehead.  And how he doesn’t remember fucking me.  He will though! 

I came up with a couple new ideas for the next shoot.  I first spoke to Ivan and convinced him, I can almost convince Ivan of anything, to do a wrestling shoot with lubrication.  He liked the idea.  I had already looked online and found lubrication that smelled and tasted like vanilla ice cream.  I got Ivan to order enough to completely lube three wrestlers.  He said he would handle everything.  A strobe-light and toothpicks were next.  Toothpicks were easy.  Piper and I finally found a strobe-light at a second-hand store.  With glee, my latest plans were coming into fruition!!!  Poor Jake!!!

The waiting is the hard part.  My mind works fast and is used to like immediate satisfaction.  Days went slowly by.  I was masturbating like crazy.  Using all my best vibrators and toys just to satisfy my poor pussy’s cravings!  Finally, Ivan called and let me know the next date.  Did I say FINALLY???

We all agreed to arrive early so that we could braid each other’s hair.  I guess female wrestlers braid their hair.  I wouldn’t know.  I am not a big sports fan.  Between the three of us, we did an adequate job.  Our jerseys and shorts had DICE logos.  Nice touch Ivan.  They were obviously custom made.  Piper’s jersey was definitely custom made.  She had so much tit flesh to put in it.  We had already checked out the ring that contained the vanilla ice cream lubricant and were now sitting around the sofa waiting for Jake to arrive.  We heard his car pull in the garage and Piper and Josie started to change.  I took my time intentionally.  When I heard Jake come in, I quickly took off my clothes.  We gave Jake big, warm hugs.  I was tempted to kiss his cheek, but at the last second changed my mind. 

As we were finishing up getting dressed, we asked him about the last shoot and to no one’s surprise he didn’t mention the incredible sex we had.  He just talked about how the photos were great.  Then the big fucking bombshell!!!  He casually mentioned like nonchalantly how he had gone on a date!!!  WHAT THE FUCK???!!!  We all stopped for a moment.  Sorry, what did you say?  I went on a date.  We all sat down on the sofa and grilled him on what had happened.  Well, I did most of the grilling.  I kept my cool even though I wanted to smash his face!!  He said it was a woman from work named Mona or Lucy or something.  You could tell with names like that she must have been a bitch!  Anyway, he said the date was terrible right from the start.  This is all good.  She insulted his car right away by saying how it smelled of melted soft serve vanilla ice cream.  All three of us shook our heads.  How dare she insult your car?  We love your car.  I really don’t care about his car.  It looks like an old piece of shit.  Then, he said she was a vegan and wouldn’t stop talking about veganism.  I said vegans were all nut bars.  They will try and change your life and fuck it all up.  To annoy her, he told us he had a hamburger and ordered chicken tenders to take home.  Sure, whatever.  Unimportant.  And then… he said he kissed her goodnight.  You kissed her?  Or did she kiss you?  Did you put your tongue in her mouth???  Did you put your fucking tongue in that bitch cunt’s mouth, you asshole???  I didn’t actually say that.  I felt I was very composed.  All things considered.  I imagined him licking her face and putting his hands between her legs and sucking on her tits and fucking that little whore named Mona or Lucy or something.  He just said he kissed her and that was it.  He had to quit his job because she wouldn’t stop bothering him.  We all agreed that was the best thing to do.  He said it was a recipe for disaster going out with someone you work with.  That was just wonderful.  No, it was fucking terrible.  We made him promise not to go on anymore dates without consulting us, his friends, first.  Never.  I even told him that he should avoid any contact with any woman after suffering at the hands of that vegan nut bar.  You know, you can’t let some men out of your sight.  They are like children sometimes.

We went out to the garage and did the shoot.  We did what we thought were wrestling type moves and became totally lubed up with vanilla smelling and tasting lubrication.  We completed various poses.  We posed on our knees and then posed with our tops off and then we removed our shorts.  We glowed in the bright lights.  Piper and Josie were really getting turned on.  Finger fucking their cunts and buttholes.  This was turning me on too.  I started licking both their pussies and their tits.  Finally, we posed for some individual shots.  Piper and Josie went first.  Afterwards, they headed into the house together leaving Jake and I alone.  I ran my hands all over my lubricated body.  I posed in the most seductive ways possible.  I wanted him to see everything.  And he captured me in images. 

I got out of the ring and told him I wanted to be washed off.  Funny, he didn’t even protest really.  I just took his hand and led him through the house dripping vanilla smelling and tasting lubricant as I went.  We headed upstairs to the master bedroom.  Piper and Josie chose another room.  He was about to go into the shower, but I stopped him.  I took off his shirt and tucked it away between the mattress and boxspring.  I took off his shoes and socks.  Then, I unzipped his khaki shorts and pulled them off.  His cock was already hard.  Fuck, he gets hard fast!  I pull down his underwear and his beautiful full cock jumps into my face.  I grab it with my hand feeling the heat and the hardness and the veins.  I tell him to get onto the bed.  He listens.  At least he listens.  Might not remember anything but he listens.  I turn out the lights and closed the door.  I turn on the strobe-light.  It captures images of movement like a camera.  I want those images burned into his brain.  I get onto the bed in a classic 69 position.  His tongue finds my cunt.  His seven-inch tongue is all over my pussy.  I can feel him licking all over my cunt and clit and my thighs and my asshole.  OH MY GOD!  Lick my ass, Jake.  Suck on my pussy.  I am not moving my hips.  I am just letting him enjoy my honey hole. 

And while I feel him licking my wet genitals, I am licking his cock.  His cock is so beautiful.  I put my tongue on his cock head, slowly licking it and tasting the pre-cum leaking out.  It’s salty flavour.  My hand is at the base of his prick barely able to wrap my fingers around it.  I lick all up and down his shaft.  I lick his balls.  I cup his balls.  The image of his cock sears into my thoughts with the snapping of the strobe-light.  I slide his cock into my mouth.  Slowly.  I feel its heat and its veins pulsing.  I am getting wetter and wetter as Jake continues to lick my clit.  I am so close to full fuck mode where logic disappears.  I spit on his cock while I jerk him off.  I want to rip his cock off.  Keep it as a prize.  I slide my body down towards his feet.  Feeling his thick cock slide past my lubricated tits and past my belly.  I arch my neck knowing where his cock is headed!  FUCK ME!!!  His cock now pokes up through my butt cheeks and I fuck his cock with my butt cheeks alone.  I want him to see his cock in the strobe-light.  I am licking his toes and he starts to lick mine.  How does he know these things??  I found the toothpicks I had placed near the end of the bed.  I started flicking the bottom of his feet and felt him spasm every time.  Jake took his cock and pushed it slowly into my cunt.  That’s it, Jake.  Take control.  For the first time I imagined that he actually wanted to fuck me.  FUCK!!!  IT FELT SO FUCKING GOOD!!!  TOO GOOD!!!  FUCK THE TOOTHPICKS!  I STARTED FUCKING HIM!!!  OH MY GOD!!! FUCK MY CUNT!!!  I CLOSED MY EYES!!! YUP, FULL FUCK MODE NOW!!!  I reached back and pulled his cock out of my pussy.  I stuck it in my ass or Jake did.  At this point, I am not sure.  He is fucking my ass now!!!  OH MY GOD!!!  FUCK ME, JAKE!!  FUCK MY TIGHT ASS!!!  I fell backwards on top of him.  His cock still in my ass.  I twisted my head and our tongues found each other.  His hands moved from my tits to my butt and now … he was alternating between fucking my ass to fucking my cunt!!!  ASS, CUNT, ASS, CUNT, ASS, CUNT!!!  HOW DOES HE KNOW???  I AM COMING ORGASM AFTER ORGASM AFTER ORGASM!!!  I DON’T THINK I CAN STAY CONSCIOUS!!! MY EYES ARE CLOSED IN ABSOLUTE PLEASURE!!!  KEEP FUCKING ME, JAKE!!!  THE STROBE-LIGHT HAS INTENSIFIED THE PLEASURE!!! I AM HOLDING MY BREATHE!!! 

I feel him tense.  I recognize that feeling.  I know he is about to climax!  I AM WITH YOU, JAKE!!!  FUCK ME!  FUCK ME!!!

He pulls out and paints my belly and tits with his white hot cum!  My clit is throbbing with pleasure!!  JESUS, JAKE!!! My hands go down to my belly.  I lick his sticky cum off my fingers.  It tastes so fucking good.  I run my hand all over his wet cock.  Fuck me.  I want to stay awake, but I am exhausted. 

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 12

Jake was gone when I woke up.  It would be really nice to have a nice wake-up fuck.  But they say beggars can’t be choosers.  Someone had turned off the strobe light, but I have like flashes of my hand gripping Jake’s beautiful cock.  I can still smell vanilla lubricant.  I can smell Jake’s sweat and the smell of sex.  I pull out his shirt that I stole and sniffing it makes my clit pulse.  I rub it wishing it was Jake’s hand and not mine.  I really have to stop thinking about him!  I like thinking about him and his beautiful cock, but I hate thinking about him and how annoying he is!  It is an impossible situation.  I needed professional advice. 

Who better than Dr. Hanzon?  He quickly got me in for an appointment.  He always made time for me.  And for Piper and Josie.  The Diamond Club Experiment never lacked for medical attention and Dr. Hanzon never lacked for sexual exercise.  Anyway, he took me into one of the examination rooms and he knew right away it wasn’t for a typical “examination”.  He may have been my first man cock fuck when I was 16, but now I was totally focused on one cock only.  Which was a very BIG problem for me.  I explained to Dr. Hanzon that I needed advice for a friend.  My friend was fucking a guy and he couldn’t remember fucking her.  And my friend wanted to help the guy remember.  So, I said I would talk to you about it.  I explained how my friend thought he had a beautiful cock and he would fuck her cunt and fuck her ass and she would suck his cock and his cum tasted really good and she just wanted to fuck him all the time and that she worked with him but only like saw him once a month so that wasn’t really good even though the fucking was good and how he had went out on a date and kissed the woman and remembered doing it but couldn’t remember fucking her cunt and her ass or how good it felt having her suck his dick… I should say I was calmly pacing back and forth in front of Dr. Hanzon… and how although he is respectful to her, he doesn’t even acknowledge how good her pussy tastes or how he likes to suck on her nipples and lick her ass and he went on a date with a fucking vegan named Mona or Lucy or something and she must be a bitch with a name like that.  So, can you help her???  Hanzon had a look of bewilderment and nodded his head like doctors do when they are thinking.  He asked if my friend had feelings for this guy.  NO!  I have… I mean, she doesn’t even really like the guy because he is so fucking annoying and about how he constantly talks about how all he wants to do is photograph Wild Beavers in the Wild and like what a stupid thing to say and how he has this annoying lock of hair that hangs down his forehead and how I just want… I mean, how she just wants to push it back and how he is so annoyingly nice to everyone.  So, NO, she doesn’t have feelings for him at all.  She was just looking for advice on how to help him. 

Then Hanzon says that the problem may not be the guy’s even if he cannot remember having sex with your friend.  Maybe there are deeper issues.  Maybe the guy doesn’t take her seriously.  Maybe the guy is traumatized by the sex and blocks it out.  Maybe the guy wants a friend.  But then again, maybe the real issue is with your friend.  What???  Yeah, like maybe your friend doesn’t want to accept her feelings for this guy.  Maybe she should just try to be his friend first.  Well, this was an absolute waste of time.  I left Hanzon none the wiser except for maybe that all men were idiots. 

Ivan called and told me the next photo shoot was going to be western themed.  He explained how there would be fittings at the Mansion.  Whatever, sure.  He said that we, the DICE, would get fitted out in western clothes and that they had rented out a farm with horses.  I don’t really like animals too much, but hey, I was being paid and like the photo shoots were the only time I could see Jake.  The fittings were nothing really new.  We had done fittings in the past.

I met Piper and Josie at the Mansion.  There were a lot of people there and they had a whole set up in the garage.  Jake was even there with his camera.  That was a pleasant surprise.  Ok, so it was a very nice surprise, but I didn’t show it.  Jake seemed very interested in the whole process of picking out our clothes and I will admit, all the attention was nice.  I made an issue when it came to the lingerie because we were told to leave our underwear on.  There was only one reason why I wanted to take my underwear off, but he calmed me down when he said that I was going to look super hot as a cowgirl.  Well, he said that to all of us.  All I heard was that he thought I would look super hot.  That made me feel good.  Not sure why.  Measurements were taken and our clothes were picked out.  We had fun playing with the guns and Jake took some pics.  I have to admit I had fun. 

Several days later, Jake drove us to the farm where we were given some horseback riding lessons.  The farm didn’t just have horses.  It was a full working farm with cows, pigs, chickens, ducks, dogs and cats.  I was just relieved there were no rabbits.  The horses were huge!  I could barely get into the saddle, but Jake was there, along with our trainers, so, it wasn’t too bad.  There was a strong odor of horse amongst all the other animal smells.  I was happy that I only have plants in my apartment.  The trainers took us through the basics and all I could think about was my cunt being bounced around in that leather saddle.  Jesus, how do women ride horses without being horny all the time!  And a couple horses had HUGE cocks!  Afterwards, Jake dropped us back off at the Mansion and I was so tired that I totally forgot about him washing us off. 

However, the smell of the horses and the other animals gave me a brilliant idea!  Days before the actual shoot I would stop bathing.  I was going to make myself stink!  It was like the best idea I had so far!  I realize I have discussed in the past about a woman’s natural scent, but this went beyond that.  This was like full blown woman stink!  I would fuck Jake and he would be forced to inhale my smell.  After all, cowgirls in the old west didn’t actually have access to bathing facilities so they must have stank.  I was just fulfilling my role.  So, five days before the shoot I stopped bathing.  And I have to say, I was stinky even to myself.  You know you stink, when you can smell your stink!  And to think this was all for Jake.  He better appreciate it!

The day of the shoot Jake drove us to the farm in the truck we had used for the hitchhiking run.  I was in the front seat feeling that thrill of excitement that goes with having a plan.  A female plan.  There were already people there to help us get dressed up as cowgirls.  The ones helping me looked at me strange.  Yeah, I stink.  Do your job.  After we got dressed, Piper, Josie and I thought we looked super hot!  Jake was right.  But he was still annoying. 

Jake decided to do the horseback riding shots first.  As we walked to the corral, the animals started following me.  Like all of them.  A cow, pigs, chickens, ducks, dogs and cats!  All of them trailing behind me.  Eventually, the trainers had to shoo them away.  We got onto our horses and Jake took his photos of us in various poses trotting, walking, with our pistols drawn.  People were watching and clapping and enjoying the show.  It was fun.

Then there was an area set aside where people were not allowed to watch.  Not that I cared.  This was so Jake could get shots of us more naked.  I say more naked because we still kept our hats and guns and boots and gloves on.  Piper and Josie were more aggressive than usual.  They didn’t say anything, but they were like all over me with their noses and hands in my pits and between my legs!  I was even getting turned on… which doesn’t take much.  I asked Jake if we could take some more shots of us on the horses.  So, they brought the horses and the horse trainers back in.  I had Jake help me into the saddle, but this time I made an effort to struggle.  His face was like right next to my ass.  Take a deep breath, Jake!  We went through the shots again and this time I am riding in the saddle with my bare pussy grinding against the leather.  I imagined there were going to be a couple horse trainers sniffing that seat later!

The shoot ended.  It was a long day as Jake drove us back to the Mansion.  Fuck!  It was a long fucking day!  We were all dusty and sweaty and well, especially me, stinky!  Piper and Josie were already fucking in the back seat.  They were extremely horny today.  I had my lingerie back on and I couldn’t help but stick my hands in my panties in anticipation.  Jake parked the truck in the garage and Piper and Josie immediately got out and raced into the house.  Jake and I got out and without even saying a word he followed me into the house too.  We went up the stairs and I led Jake into the master bedroom.  No shower this time, Jake.  I sat on the bed and ran my hand over his crotch.  I put my mouth on the outline of his cock.  Pushing.  He took off his shirt as I unzipped his fly.  I couldn’t help myself.  I had to have his beautiful cock in my mouth.  I took it all in.  I love his cock.  He pushed me back onto the bed and spread me legs.  His face was soon rubbing and smelling the stench of my panties and cunt.  I closed my eyes it felt so fucking good.  Even I was getting turned on by my smell!  Who would have figured that a dirty cunt could be such an attractant?! 

He peeled off my panties and kneeling on the bed between my legs he put them to his face inhaling deeply.  I stroked his beautiful cock.  It was hot and I could have easily shoved it into my cunt.  Tossing my panties away, Jake then picked me up by my ass, still kneeling and my legs went over his shoulders.  Deep into my wet and stinky cunt he shoved his 7 inch tongue.  It was like he was at a buffet and wanted to eat as much as he could.  His tongue was all over my pussy and butthole.  He kept running his nose over my clit.  Fuck!  He gets me fucking turned on so fucking fast!  I wrap my legs as tight as I can behind his head.  I don’t want him to stop eating my cunt!   HOLY FUCK IT FEELS GOOD!!!  I was hoping for a nice leisurely fuck.  I should have known better.  Full on fuck mode was coming!  How long Jake was eating and licking and spitting all over my cunt, I can’t remember.  My mind loses itself in the pleasure of his tongue!

He unclenches my legs and lowers me down to his waiting cock.  My shoulders are still the only part of me touching the bed.  My legs go around his waist now.  He rubs the head of his cock slowly against my clit.  Teasing me.  Fuck, Jake.  Stick it in already!!  He sticks the head of his cock and just the head in my cunt!  And fucking leaves it there not moving!  FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!  I am totally under his spell.  I sniff my hairy armpits and pinch my nipples.  I shake my head back and forth!  And then he slowly slips his cock in, inch by beautiful inch until he has completely buried himself in my love machine… and I grip it with all the strength of my vaginal muscles!  And only then does he start to fuck me!  I close my eyes.  It feels so fucking good!!!  My mind is gone!!!  FULL FUCK MODE!!!  I thrust against him as he fucks me! 

He turns me on my side.  My one leg is underneath him.  I can feel his balls on my leg as he continues to fuck my cunt!  He is hitting different spots inside me!!  How does he know how to do this???!!!  FUCK ME, JAKE!!  He picks up my other leg and starts sucking on my stinky toes.  THE SENSATION!!!  I FUCKING CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF HIM!!!  FUCKING MY CUNT AND SUCKING ON MY TOES!!!  He turns me once again onto my backside and once again he runs his cock all over my cunt and clit and he even runs it over my asshole.  I am thinking he is going to fuck my ass, but he is just teasing.  Instead, he easily slips back into my pussy.  His weight is now completely on me.  I can’t move.  I don’t want to move!  His tongue explores my mouth.  My tongue explores his!  And he is still fucking me!!!  I AM LOSING MY MIND!!!  He picks up the pace of his thrusting!  I want his cum inside me!!!  I don’t want him to cum yet!!!  I WANT HIM TO KEEP FUCKING ME!!!  And the smell of my stinky body fills the room.  FASTER AND FASTER HE FUCKS!!!  His entire body goes rigid!  And with a final shove I feel his cock explode!!!  AAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!  I scream with unfiltered orgasm!!!  MY GOD!!!

Blissfully… and covered in sweaty wet stink and the smell of sex, I fall asleep with Jake on top of me and his beautiful cock still inside me…

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 14

I was so happy to wash the stink off.  The things I do for Jake.  He was of course gone when I woke up.  I can’t seem to catch a break.  It would have been nice to have him take a shower with me and get me cleaned up.  With just his tongue.  But that wasn’t the case.  I would have to wait like another month to see him.  As much as he was so annoying, I was getting more and more annoyed having to wait a month between fucks!  What a stupid rule!  And some may think it’s no big deal.  After all, I am Spiritual Healer.  I fuck for a living!  But I no longer want to fuck anyone else!  I have completely lost interest.

Ivan later called and said he had a special surprise for us.  We would be going to a log cabin in the mountains for a vacation.  It would be 4 days and 3 nights.  We would also be working, but at a more relaxed level.  This was incredible!  3 nights with Jake!  Oh my God!  Ivan said a whole bunch of things that I didn’t pay attention to.  I could really work on just being his friend!  Yes, Piper and Josie would be there, but I knew I could make time on just being alone with Jake.  I imagined us sitting by a fire, watching the sunset over the mountains, holding hands, and not saying too much because I am really not interested in what Jake has to say.  Jake’s mouth and tongue have one purpose in my mind.  And then as the sun sets, he picks me up in his strong arms and carries me to the cabin.  We kiss the whole way.  And he takes me into our bed and fucks me and fucks me and fucks me.  All night.  And in the morning, we wake up and he again fucks me and fucks me and fucks me…  Whew!  That is a lot of fucking!  I am so going to enjoy this trip!!

The Friday arrives and we all meet at the Mansion.  It seems like forever since I saw Jake.  Unfortunately, he was more interested in the car we were to take on our vacation.  He called it a Howdi.  What a stupid name for a car.  He loaded all our stuff and we were soon heading out of the city on our grand adventure.  I was in the front passenger seat.  Music was playing and it was a beautiful day.  Jake said it would be about a 4 hour drive.  And for the longest time, I really didn’t have anything to say.  It was like writer’s block.  I felt stupid and it was all Jake’s fault!  We absolutely have nothing in common!  I guess we have beavers in common… that made me laugh.  Jake just looked at me and I just shrugged with a smile.  Let him wonder. 

Jake said we were getting closer to our destination.  There was very little traffic and not much to see, but trees and trees and more trees.  Up ahead a large sign came into view.  At least it broke the monotony.  The sign said we were entering Bear Country.  Wait, what??!!  I looked at Jake.  Bear Country??!!  Yup was all he said as if it was the most normal thing!  I guess he realized I was nervous because he then went on to say, in an attempt to comfort me, that there were many other animals in the mountains that were worse than bears.  Like sharks, lions, elephants, whales, dinosaurs… You are not making me feel better Jake!!!  Tell me there are no rabbits!  Oh yes, a lot of rabbits.  I am scared to death of rabbits!!!  I felt myself start to panic.  This is not at all what I expected.  Jake seemed so calm about everything.  He was so fucking annoying!!!  I couldn’t think.  Rabbits. 

We arrived at the cabin.  I half expected it to be over run with rabbits.  But I didn’t see any.  I didn’t even want to get out of the stupid Howdi.  But I did.  Piper and Josie said they wanted to check out the dock.  I insisted that Jake take me into the cabin to check it out.  I had him check every room and then I had him do it again.  There were pictures of animals covered in blood hanging from the walls.  There was a deer head, at least Jake said it was deer head, above the fireplace with fangs.  I shivered.  What had I gotten myself into?  All in all, the cabin was very nice. 

Jake went down to the dock.  I stayed inside and made some excuse I can’t remember, but I watched out the picture window and saw Jake and Piper and Josie laughing at something on the dock.  Getting along with Jake seemed so easy to them.  I was almost jealous.  Almost.  Later, they came back in and they made supper while I sat on the sofa feeling like the odd man out.  I was hungry and the burgers and salad they had made hit the spot.  Then they moved outside and were sitting on the deck having cocktails.  Piper and Josie came in and said they were going in the Jacuzzi and asked if I wanted to join them.  Jake was going to take some pictures.  I reluctantly agreed.  I still didn’t feel really comfortable outside.  But Jake was there and by this time I was tired of Piper and Josie having all the fun.  We posed in the jacuzzi in our bathing suits but soon they came off.  Piper and Josie started making out, but I wasn’t really interested.  I did some kissing and touching for the camera and for Jake. 

The sun was setting and we all went inside.  I couldn’t believe how exhausted I was.  Must have been the clean air or the long drive.  Piper and Josie took a room together.  I took my own room.  Part of me hoping… hoping Jake would join me.  He didn’t.  Instead, he took the sofa’s pull-out mattress near the fireplace.  I went to bed alone.  In my room there was a picture of a beaver staring back at me.  Great.  I got into bed, closed my eyes and pretended I didn’t hear moans and grunts coming from Piper and Josie.

I dreamt of King Arthur.  It was a favorite dream of mine.  But my version had a twist.  King Arthur didn’t pull the sword Excalibur out of a stone to become king.  Excalibur was really a mighty cock that he pulled out of his armored pants and when Princess Cunnivere saw it, she sucked and fucked his mighty cock making him King of the land and King of Castle Cumalot.  But soon, good ol’ King Arthur started paying more attention to the land and not to Queen Cunnivere.  This was bad because Queen Cunnivere was horny like all the time and needed sexual gratification in order to be a good and just queen.  With his attention focused elsewhere, King Arthur asked his best and most loyal friend Sir Lancelot, who looked a lot like Jake, to guard and take care of all the Queen’s needs.  Well, he wasn’t called Sir Lancelot for nothing and soon, with Queen Cunnivere prancing around naked half the time and horny as a Queen bitch in heat, they soon began to fuck a lot in Castle Cumalot and the Queen enjoyed his lance a lot!  But then my dream turned to the quest for the Holy Grail.  I had watched a movie called the Holy Grail and Arthur had sent out his knights, including Sir Lancelot to find it.  But they came across a cave guarded by a terrible monster.  A white bunny rabbit.  They all laughed at the monster until it started flying through the air and biting the heads off the knights with blood gushing from their necks!  It was terrible!!! 

I woke up.  I thought I heard something coming from outside.  A white rabbit?  I couldn’t get back to sleep.  I left my room.  Jake must have made a fire and its embers were casting haunting reflections around the room.  I saw Jake sleeping on his side snoring peacefully.  I didn’t want to wake him so I curled up behind him under the blankets.  His warmth comforted me.  He farted.  Gross.  And yet, curious, I put my head under the blanket and the smell wasn’t all that bad.  A kiss would have been nicer.  Instead, I get a fart.  I fell asleep cozied up behind him.

I woke up.  Light was coming through the big picture window.  Jake was gone… wait, Jake was gone!!!  I totally panicked!!  I screamed!!!  JAKE!!!!  JAKE!!!!  My hands were shaking.  My body was trembling.  I was having a hard time breathing!  JAKE!!!!  Piper and Josie rushed out from their room alarmed by my screaming.  They tried to console me.  I was crying.  Jake came in through the front door.  I looked at him.  WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LEAVE ME!!!!????  Sobbing uncontrollably.  RABBITS!!!  RABBITS!!!  Josie got me a glass of water and a pill.  It was a muscle relaxer.  I stopped sobbing long enough to swallow the pill with some water.  And then, Piper and Josie sat next to me holding me until I calmed down.  The pill was taking affect.  I looked at Jake.  Why did you leave me alone?  All he said was he was sorry.  Then I fell into a slumber numbed by the pill. 

I woke up.  Piper and Josie were soon by my side asking how I was feeling.  I said I was sorry that I was ruining their vacation.  As good friends, they brushed it off.  It happens to everyone, even men.  Jake really felt bad though.  But don’t apologize to him.  Just act like everything was normal and we all agreed to do just that.  We were supposed to do some fishing photos.  Josie asked if I would be up to it.  I didn’t have to, but it would be nice if I joined in.  I was feeling a lot better.  The pill had definitely done the trick.  I just needed a quick shower and I would meet them down by the dock.  I was actually feeling a little giddy and the shower relaxed me even more.  I decided to make a jug of vodka and orange juice to take down to the dock.  On the counter I found Josie’s pill bottle.  Well, the first pill made me feel relaxed, I figured I would be even more super-relaxed if I took another!  But why chance it??  I took 2.  And headed down to the dock.

The sun was out with just a light breeze.  It really was a beautiful day.  The breeze seemed to almost float me down to the dock.  I felt like I was spiritually connected to everything around me.  I was pretty sure I could fly if I wanted to!  They were all happy to see me and of course I pretty much ignored Jake.  I poured us all drinks and soon Jake was taking his pics.  I couldn’t stop goofing around and laughing.  I made stupid jokes that I thought were brilliant and I made stupid ridiculous poses that I cannot even remember and everyone was having a great time laughing with me… or at me.  Not sure which.  And then… I was in the lake.  Which is weird because I am not a fish.  But I was breathing underwater!  And a fish came up to me and we started talking.  And it said you cannot breathe underwater.  Hey, you’re a smart fish.  Did you learn that in school?  I laughed.  And it said stop with the old “fish in schools” jokes.  Sorry.  And I was about to discuss life further with the fish when someone picked me up!  Very irritating!  How many times in life can you have a meaningful conversation with a fish!

It was Jake.  I was in his arms and I was laughing, but I could have been choking.  Hey Jake, I like your farts.  They stink.  I laughed!  He was doing his best to carry me, but I was kicking and squirming and doing my best to irritate him.  I think I kissed him.  Maybe I kissed the fish.  I was standing in the cabin laughing.  I couldn’t stop laughing!  Jake was rubbing my tits and had a hand between my legs and that felt good.  About time Jake.  Then I realized it was Piper and Josie drying me off.  I looked up at the deer head.  Do you realize you lost your head???  I laughed and even the deer was laughing!

Then I was in Jake’s bed.  And I was totally out.  Gonzo.

I woke up.  Moonlight was coming in through the picture window.  Moonlight?  What had happened?  What did I do?  And then I felt Jake’s arm around me.  I was lying on my side and he was snuggled up behind me.  I had his hand clasped against my chest.  I felt safe.  And warm.  And he smelled nice.  Then I felt something against my tailbone.  He had a hardon and the head of his cock was on my tailbone!  And he was fast asleep!  I wanted to reach around and touch it.  I thought I could slip down my pajama bottoms ease it between my legs and rub it up against my cunt.  That would feel good!  But I didn’t.  Besides the fact that I was still lightheaded, I remembered what Dr. Hanzon said about being his friend.  And so… I closed my eyes and enjoyed his touch, his smell, his warmth, his presence…

I woke up.  Seems like this whole weekend all I have been doing is waking up! 

Jake said he had to cut the trip short and we were leaving today.  I didn’t even know what day it was.  Piper and Josie had agreed and my brain was still in such a whirl that before too long we were driving back home.  I was sitting behind Jake and Josie was beside me encouraging me to drink water.  Okeedokee.  I was even dressed.  Someone must have dressed me.  I wasn’t tired, but it was like I was floating and everyone and everything around me was dreamlike. 

We made it back to the Mansion.  Piper and Josie took me inside and sat me on the sofa.  I vaguely recall Jake coming in and saying he hopes I feel better soon.  That’s nice.  And then he was gone.  Where is Jake?  Piper said Jake left.  I screamed. 

Leave it to Beavers: Jake 19

Disturbed.  Perturbed.  In Suburbia.  Disturbia… 

Sitting on my couch still wondering what I did.  Women!  I thought we were friends.  So, I called her kiddo?  I was just being… like… friendly!  I realize that I have not thought about wild beavers in the wild in awhile.  I cannot wait to get focused on just that.  I have Aurora’s white lace panties with the faint yellow stain in my hand and I bring it up to my face smelling its sweet scent.  I almost feel guilty inhaling her aroma.  But it still puts me at ease.  Aurora.  So strange. 

The phone rings.  It’s Ivan.  We just finished the shoot a couple hours ago.  What could he want?  I feel a sense of dread.  Hello.  What happened?  Ahhh, nothing really.  I was told you upset Aurora and she slapped you.  Is there something going on between you two?  No!  I mean, we’re just friends.  That’s it.  Did you call her kiddo?  Yeah.  Listen, Jake, you have done excellent work, but in all the time you have taken their photos you failed to realize they were WOMEN?  Not KIDDOS?  Umm, well, of course… I was just trying to be friendly.  I have to tell you something Jake, Aurora set up that entire shoot.  It was all her idea AND I got the distinct impression she did it for you.  Are you sure there is nothing going on between you two??  Because I do NOT want Aurora upset.  It was like all her idea?  Yes!  Wow.  I guess she was just being nice.  I am not going to mention this to the StarDreamers investors.  They would be very upset.  I spoke to Aurora and she said she was sorry she slapped you.  She said she had been drinking champagne and it was very early in the morning and she just emotionally over-reacted.  I thought she was drinking beer?  Jake!  Pay attention!  Everything is worked out.  Send me the photos when you get a chance.  Should I like apologize?  No!  Don’t even mention it.  I will call you later to arrange the next shoot. 

I didn’t know she arranged the entire shoot.  No wonder she was upset.  And she did it for me?  Everyone is saying don’t apologize.  I want to apologize.  I feel stupid.  Do all women make you feel stupid?  It must be something in their DNA.  Man, she slapped me hard.  Wicked, strange woman. 

Over the next couple weeks, I did my best not to think about Aurora.  Easier said than done.  The more you try not to think about something, it seems the more you think about that something.  That something being Aurora.  I was dreading, somewhat dreading, the next shoot.  I don’t know what I should say or how I should act.  I just don’t know.  She is my friend after all.  Isn’t she?

Ivan called and said the photos were great.  Some of the best so far.  He didn’t mention the slap at all.  I was relieved.  Maybe he just wanted to get past it and maybe I should too.  He said the investors wanted a photo shoot outdoors, but in the rain with the DICE wet.  So, the weather was going to be the factor.  Everyone would gather at the Mansion when there was a chance of rain.  And so, the following week when rain was forecast, we did just that.  Gathered at the Mansion.  There were no hugs this time.  The mood was somewhat tense.  The ladies had different outfits on.  Aurora was dressed in white jeans with a nice patterned top and black leather boots.  Piper and Josie had skirts and blouses with high heels.  Their clothing was not really important.  It was the rain that mattered. 

We set off in a van that morning heading for downtown.  It was Sunday morning so the city was not that busy.  It was sunny at first but the dark clouds soon moved in.  You could feel the drop in temperature.  And then the rain started.  They first posed at a fountain and with the rain and the water from the fountain and there was still sun streaming down I captured some great shots.  There was even a rainbow!  The DICE were soon soaked and dripping wet.  I thought it would be a good time to get some coffee and wait a few hours.  Find another location as well.  The ladies appreciated the idea although Aurora still seemed somewhat aloof.  And she started to sneeze a bit.  Our next location was a bench in the middle of the city.  The rain was really coming down now and I really limited the amount of shots we took.  They were cold and drenched.  Hot Chocolate!  They liked that idea as well and tried to warm up as much as they could.  Aurora was sneezing more, but she said she was fine.  I was a little concerned, but felt like I should just mind my own business.  A few hours later, in the early evening, we found a bus stop as our last location.  There were trees hanging over that were dripping with rainwater.  Even though the rain had lessened, it was still coming down.  As they posed, soaking and wet, three young men came walking up wondering what was going on.  They were not interested in me and it soon became apparent they were drunk.  One of them started to harass Aurora.  She swore at him.  And then he pushed her to the ground and into some mud.  I saw red.  I didn’t even think.  I just reacted!  I went and punched the guy in the face!  I must have broken his nose because blood gushed and he fell to the ground.  His buddies looked at me and decided to just pick their friend up and leave. 

Aurora looked at me.  She was sobbing.  Covered in mud.  I picked her up.  Her head was against my chest and she blew her nose into my shirt.  Snot was hanging from her nose.  Josie opened the van door and Piper got in first and helped me get Aurora in.  She has a fever.  What?  Piper had her hand on Aurora’s forehead and said again, she has a fever.  I drove them back to the Mansion as quickly as I could.  I have to admit I was concerned about Aurora… and getting out of my snot covered shirt.  We were all pretty much soaked, wet, and muddied. 

Once inside the Mansion, I carried Aurora to the upstairs bathroom.  We all agreed that she needed a hot bath.  At this point, she was pretty much out of it.  She said she was cold.  Piper and Josie seemed to know what they were doing getting Aurora undressed and into the hot water.  I asked if they needed my help and they said we could all use maybe some soup.  Great!  That I could do!  I went down to the kitchen which was well stocked.  Found some chicken broth and decided to make some chicken noodle soup.  There were chicken breasts in the freezer which I soon defrosted and cut into small chunks.  I fried them in olive oil with some red-hot sauce.  It would all be diluted in the broth anyway.  But would add just a bit of spice that I think we all needed.  Into the broth I added the chicken and some noodles and seasoned it with some salt and basil.  Normally, I would also add some veggies like carrots and celery, but the broth was more important.  I let it simmer. 

I was just about to head back upstairs when the ladies came back down.  Aurora was wearing flannel pajamas and looked worn out.  Piper helped Aurora to the couch and Josie covered her in a blanket.  Piper and Josie said they had to leave and could I watch over Aurora.  Me?  They said they had to go.  Okay.  Can I have a quick shower first?  Yes.  They would watch over Aurora while I had a shower.  I was cold myself.  I went back upstairs and got out of my wet and muddied clothes and snot covered shirt.  I cannot believe I cooked soup like that.  I got into the shower and let the hot water warm my body.  Strange, I suddenly had this strong sense of déjà vu.  I got cleaned up and put on some clean clothes I had brought with me for just this reason. 

I went downstairs.  Piper and Josie were still sitting with Aurora.  They said they had found some cold medication and given it to Aurora.  She was still hot though.  I asked them if they were going to have some soup, but they declined saying they really had to go… and so, they left.

Okay, now what?  I went and got a small bowl of soup for Aurora.  I cooled it down with a little milk so it was just warm.  I sat next to Aurora on the couch and tried handing her the bowl.  That didn’t work.  So, I spoon fed her.  And she ate the entire bowl.  Well, it was a small bowl.  She appeared dazed.  I set the bowl aside and wondered what I should do next.

Jake?

Yeah.

You hit that guy.  You smashed his face.

I reckon so.

Why?

He hurt you.  I could see her lip quivering. 

You did it for me?

Well, you’re my friend.  I then realized she may also be in shock.

Jake?

Yes.

I’m sorry I slapped you. 

That’s okay.  I’m sorry… I called you kiddo.  I smiled.  She gave me a hint of a smile back.  Hey, I understand you set up that entire shoot.  That was amazing work.

You really liked it? 

Yeah. 

Jake?

Yes.  Holy, this was dragging on.

I’m sorry, Jake.

No… ahhh… what?  And she leaned in … and kissed me.  Her lips.  They were soft.  I could taste the chicken noodle soup on her breath.  This is the second time she has kissed me.  This one seems… more sincere?  More honest?  She fell over into my arms.  I think she passed out.  The drugs!  Just like the last time she was medicated and probably didn’t know what she was doing or saying.  That was somewhat of a relief.  I guess.

I picked her up again and carried her upstairs to the master bedroom and got her into bed.  She spoke again and said she was cold and to please not leave her.  She wanted me to hold her for warmth.  I sighed.  Okay.  I already slept with her once and nothing happened so I think I was safe this time too.  I got undressed and slid in behind her.  As I put my arm over her, she placed it under her flannel pajama top with my hand on her very warm fleshy chest.  She held it there as she pushed herself back into me.  I could feel her heart beating.  I could feel her breathing.  Even through the flannel pajamas, I could feel her heat.  I could smell her.  I could smell her hair.  I could smell her sweat.  I could still taste the chicken noodle soup on her breath.  After she had kissed me.  Her lips were so soft.  I closed my eyes and drifted off.

When I awoke, she was facing me.  She was breathing steadier now and her breath gently caressed my face.  My hand was still on … her chest and she was no longer burning up.  Her fever had subsided.  I was almost tempted to stay, but thought if she woke up it would be really awkward.  I rolled her over and sighing, I removed my hand.  Quietly, I got dressed and went downstairs.  I noticed the soup and thought I should at least leave a note for Aurora.  I found a pen and a notepad.  Aurora, there is still plenty of soup.  You should have some more.  Hope you are feeling better… s… I was going to write slappy, but that just seemed stupid.  And it probably wouldn’t go over well.  So, I hastily wrote something else and signed it, Jake. 

Where should I leave it?  So, she could easily find it?  I didn’t want to wake her, but I went back upstairs anyway deciding to leave it on the night stand next to her.  I found her still asleep.  She was smiling.  It made me smile.  She must be having a nice dream.  A ray of sunshine radiated her face.  As I looked at her… it occurred to me how… I had taken so many photos of her and not really seen the human part of her.  The vulnerability.  Like at the lake when she was afraid.  Afraid of white rabbits.  And how I had upset her just by calling her kiddo.  And then when that guy had pushed her down, she seemed more upset that I had punched him. 

Anyway, I quietly left Aurora in the safety of the Mansion… and my chicken noodle soup.

Leave it to Beavers: Jake 21

Summer had ended.  The trees in the city were all turning fantastic colours in preparation for Winter.  I liked Fall.  The Fall season brought with it a whole host of smells and new hearty foods.  The first few cool nights offered relief from the summer heat and it made sleeping more pleasant.

There was a park near the city centre and with the sun still offering plenty of warmth, I took up my camera and headed out to see if I could capture some nice shots.  It was a Saturday and there were parents there watching their kids play in the leaves.  Couples walked by.  Some even had dogs.  I walked along the river’s edge and found a nice bench to sit at and enjoy my coffee.  It was a beautiful day.  There were people canoeing.  And I took photos of everything.  It made me feel alive.  Like I was a witness to some fantastic event.  A witness.  Capturing life with a camera.  Moving among people… but not really belonging.  But not just people… animals as well.  Geese and ducks were swimming being fed by people little bits of bread and seed.  Each photo I took captured a moment that soon past.  It was like I was on the outside looking in at life.  Strange thoughts.

I spent a couple hours in the park before heading home.  One of the nice things about doing my own pictures is that I really didn’t have to share them with anyone.  Almost like I was a spy.  I downloaded the pics on my laptop and looked them over.  They made me smile.  People just doing people things.  It was really no different than my plans to photograph wild beavers in the wild.  They would be pictures of them doing beaver things in their world.  Not mine.  I skimmed over to the folder marked DICE and started looking at the photos I had taken of the women.  I remember the first time at the hotel and still being shocked at what they did.  But when I was given the contract… it was like an opportunity I could not pass up.  And even though I didn’t think about it, or tried not to, I considered myself just a witness.  Safe behind the camera.  And now, we were friends?

Ivan called and said the next shoot would be a Viking setting.  The ladies would be wearing animal skins and carrying swords and he said they were already being fitted out.  It would be a night setting at a corn field and there would be smokers to offer a mystical atmosphere and the women would have non-permanent tattoos all over their bodies.  He said I must be getting pretty excited because there were like only four more shoots left in the contract.  Yeah.  Really exciting.  I told him I just hope it wouldn’t be too cold out.  The last time Aurora got sick from the cold rain.  He said he heard about it and he even apologized.  He does not want any of the ladies getting sick.  He offered to have outdoor heaters placed at the shoot.  That was something. 

The day arrived and I drove over to the Mansion and parked in the garage.  Piper, Josie and Aurora were in the garage on like fold out beds entirely naked getting artistic tattoos.  They each had an artist.  Naturally, I took some photos of this interesting process.  Josie had a slight advantage with her large snake tattoo.  I asked Aurora if she was feeling better and she just nodded and gave me a little smile.  Good… that’s really good.  I left it at that.  After the tattoos they got into their outfits.  Piper had wolf skin.  Josie had deer.  And Aurora had beaver skins.  That was interesting.  They all had small swords, bows, and even quivers.  All fake of course.  Just props.  After she was dressed, Aurora asked if I wanted to touch her beaver fur.  I laughed awkwardly and said I have felt fur before.  And then I thought how stupid that sounded.  Again, she just smiled.  She was the strangest person I have ever met.  Touch her beaver fur?  Silly. 

We climbed into a van and headed off to the corn field.  By this time, it was early evening.  And although it was somewhat cool, it was not as cold as the last time and the skies were clear.  In fact, the moon was full and just beginning to advance over the corn field!  How lucky was that?  The smokers were hidden and soon filled the field and nearby wood line with a misty smoke.  There was just enough lighting to bounce off the smoke giving an almost dreamlike scene.  The ladies positioned themselves just slightly within the woods.  And I snapped photos of them emerging into the field sometimes carrying their bows and sometimes carrying their swords.  It could have been Halloween it was so magical.  Like a fantasy.  Their animal skins barely covered them.  They did a wide variety of poses.  Enchanting poses.  The moon was like right above them and the stars radiated with light.  It was intense and I snapped and snapped. 

They took a brief break and warmed up by the heaters.  Their bodies began to glisten with sweat and they had a bottle of fake blood that they added to their bodies.  Wow!  And then, they were back at it.  They even did fake battle poses.  I laughed.  It was just so incredible.  It was almost like this was who they really were.  Something out of a dream … or a nightmare.  And it was soon over.  Just as quickly as it had started.  Moments now captured by my camera.  There was a station set up near the heaters where the women could wash themselves off a bit.  All the assistants began packing up and everyone shook hands.  It had been a very successful shoot. 

We piled back into the van to head back to the Mansion.  I felt good and didn’t really want the night to end.  I asked them if they wanted to go out for pizza and beer.  They loved the idea!  They had all brought a change of clothes… just in case, and got out of their animal skins.  Strange, how seeing them naked just became routine… for me.  Not that I stared.  They were still covered in fake tattoos, but that was okay. 

I found a local pizzeria… no, not the one I had worked at with the vegan named… something.  We took a booth and Aurora sat across from me next to Josie.  We soon had pepperoni pizza and beers.  Everyone was super relaxed and we talked about the shoot and even the past shoots.  I said how Aurora did an amazing job on the Sensational Bar shoot.  But I didn’t dwell too much on it.  We were able to laugh and just enjoy each other’s company.  We talked about our families.  Aurora said she was an orphan at birth and adopted, but she said her parents were very nice people.  I didn’t know that.  I talked about growing up at Easter Bay, fishing and hunting.  I then mentioned how after this last shoot there were only like 3 more shoots to go.  I don’t know why I brought that up.  But… we all just went quiet.

It was time to head back to the Mansion.  We did have a great time.  We were friends.  As I drove though, it seemed like we were all lost in our thoughts.  The night was over and it felt like it as I pulled into the garage of the Mansion.  I put my gear into my car and turned towards the ladies.  Piper gave me a hug… and then Josie… and then Aurora came up to me.  On tiptoes, her arms went around my neck.  I could smell her… her scent… her sweat.  I could feel her warmth… her breathing… her heart beat.  She whispered in my ear, thanks for everything Jake.  And then she kissed my cheek.  And let me go. 

Hey, you guys need any help?  Like getting cleaned up?  All those tattoos?  I don’t want to break my contract.  I smiled as if that was a joke.  They all shook their heads and said they were fine.  Just tired from the shoot.  Okay… are you sure?  Yes, Jake.  You can go.  I climbed into my melted soft serve vanilla ice cream smelling Chevy Nova and left feeling … I don’t know what I was feeling.  Lost.  I guess.  I drove home. 

It had been a great night.  A lot was accomplished.  Right?  And what did she mean?  Thanks for everything Jake?  It had this ring of finality like it was more than just a simple goodbye.  After all, we had like three more shoots to go.  What happens when it’s all over?  Are we just going to fade from each other’s lives?

I got into my apartment and sat on the couch.  Brooding.  Trying to make sense… of what?  Aurora’s white lace panties with the faint yellow stain were soon in my hand up to my face.  They always calmed me down.  I inhaled.  And as I inhaled, I closed my eyes thinking of her scent… her whispering in my ear… the way she smiled… like she did when she was sleeping… her kiss… not the kiss on my cheek, but the kiss of her lips on mine… why did she kiss me? 

But I am professional.  The photographer.  I am a witness to events.  Did I cross the line when we became friends?  They live in one world and I live in my world.  Their world is fantasy and mine is reality.  My job is to capture images of their fantasy world.  To be a witness.  That is what I am being paid for.  It’s safer this way.

Not … to be a participant.

Halloween did eventually arrive and I went out in the early evening to capture photos of the myriad little ghosts and goblins.  Trick or Treaters out gathering their supplies of candy.  It seemed funny how a child’s life revolves around innocent fantasy.  All their costumes and excitement and Jack-o-Lanterns and yards filled with fake zombies and graves.  Creepy music flowing from some of the houses being accosted by werewolves and witches and princes and princesses.  The make-believe of an event more for children than adults.  An attempt to keep them innocent. 

And then we grow up.  Searching for some sort of mature morality.  But we still have fantasies.  I found mine with my passion… even maybe an obsession for photographing wild beaver in the wild.

I wonder what Aurora fantasizes about?

Leave it to Beavers: Aurora 22

I feel lost.  Lost in my thoughts.  Lost in my feelings.  Lost in my life.  My world has been turned upside down.  And yet I still held onto hope.  Hope for what?  Jake had left me a note.  And in it he had called me Sweetie.  It was so unexpected.  I had recently slapped him.  And yet… he protected me.  To do all that he did does shows some level of caring, doesn’t it?  And that means he must actually have feelings for me, right?  And that is where I am… lost.  I don’t want him to have feelings for me!  I wanted him to … want me for sex!  To make him suffer… or, to make me feel good about myself… or, to make me feel in control?  I don’t want to be… owned.  But it felt so nice… just being liked… and cared about.  Without sex.  Being accepted for just being me.  BUT, sex is who I am!!!  These feelings are like … alien to me.  Just be his friend.  Right.  I don’t understand just being “friends”.

And these are the lost thoughts that occupy my mind.  I don’t know what I want.  I think of the Animal Sex we had.  So violent and so passionate.  Painful.  But we were in sync.  We both wanted it.  No.  Wait.  Jake didn’t know what he was doing.  Yes, we came together, and yet, we were from two different worlds.  And now that I think back it was always that way when we had sex.  It was just me.  There was no Jake.  It was like the Animal Sex was the culmination … the turning point.  And it was Animal Sex.  But does that make us animals?  And if Jake wasn’t there… then, that would make me… the only animal? 

Ivan called and said the next shoot would be outside again.  Great.  He actually apologized for the last shoot.  He had heard that I got sick.  He said no more shoots in the rain.  I didn’t tell him that, well, the last shoot turned out far better than expected.  He said the next shoot we would be dressed up like Pix.  What are Pix?  Old Scottish clan tribes.  They wore animal skins and carried swords and shields and bows.  Sort of like Vikings.  Oh, I know Vikings.  I watch that show.  Well, imagine yourself as Vikings then.  It doesn’t really matter all that much.  The shoot was going to be in some farmer’s field and at night.  But he promised there would be large heaters so everyone would be kept warm.  I asked if I could have a beaver skin outfit.  Sure.  Jake would definitely like that.  I was starting to look forward to this shoot.  Being a warrior princess!  I liked to dress up and imagine myself as someone else.  Oh, I said goodbye to Ivan and as usual, he said he would call back later with further details.

And so, he did.  I met up with Piper and Josie at the Mansion.  Our fitted costumes were already there.  And sure enough mine was like a beaver bikini.  It was nice and soft.  There was a personal trainer that gave us the basics on weaponry.  The weapons were just props anyway.  We had our hair braided and a tattooist tattooed our entire bodies with non-permanent ink.  I don’t understand the appeal of tattoos.  I know Josie has a snake that winds up her leg with its head hidden by her pubic hair.  That is kind of cool.  I have seen the head close up!  Jake showed up just as we were getting inked.  He asked how I was feeling?  I’m okay.  I really have no clue what to say to him!  He is so annoying!  Well, not really.  Jake took some pictures and I even managed to smile a bit.  Stuck my tongue out at him.  I asked him if he wanted to finger my beaver.  He just laughed.  I was serious!  So, I laughed too. 

After being fully Vikingized, we hopped in the van with our gear and adorned in animal skins and Jake drove out to the farmer’s field.  It was later in the evening and there were smokers and fires and yes, space heaters too.  An entire crew was set up with extra eerie like lighting.  The field and the woods around it were filled with fake smoke.  I wasn’t exactly looking forward to going into the woods.  It was possible there might be white rabbits.  But Jake was there and that was comforting.  I felt protected with him around.  And there was the crew. 

The woods were really creepy.  I gritted my teeth and we got to work.  Jake taking his photos of the DICE as warrior queens.  Warrior queens wearing hardly any clothing brandishing weapons they knew hardly anything about.  We emerged from the woods like vicious stalking hunters who would probably scream at the site of a mouse.  The smoke wrapped around our tattooed bodies and cast haunting, swirling shadows.  Jake just kept snapping his photos.  Lighting was hardly needed as there was a full moon above the field.  We then took a little break and stood by the heaters.  I could see bats flitting around in the moonlight.  Someone brought out some fake blood and we applied it to our arms as if we had been in some major battle.  And then we posed again in our best warrior like poses.  Blood dripping from our swords.  I had a lot of fun.  In fact, I almost forgot that we weren’t Vikings.  I didn’t even think about sex.  We did expose our tattooed tits and an oily based blood was lightly sprayed on us.  We even had blood dripping from our chins!  We looked fierce!  But it was still late Fall and even with the heaters, the air was cool.  Jake finished his photos and there was a place where we could wash off most of the blood and some of the tattoos. 

The crew was left to clean up.  And Jake drove us back the Mansion.  On our way, he asked if we wanted to go for some pizza and sodas.  Yes!  More time to spend with Jake!  I was so caught up with being a Viking princess, the time just went by incredibly fast and I wasn’t thinking about Jake.  Like at all.  So, this was perfect.  Jake stopped at some pizza joint and we took a booth.  I sat across from Jake.  I thought that was safer.  Safer from what???  We ordered Hawaiian pizza and soda pops.  We started telling stories of growing up.  We laughed and Jake talked a lot about Easter Bay and hunting and fishing and exploring and his parents and animals … did I say he talked a lot.  Oh, Piper and Josie talked too.  I can’t exactly remember what they said… I told them… really, I was speaking to Jake… how I was an orphan and told them, Jake, about my adoptive parents and how they were nice and treated me well.  Blablabla…  I don’t remember talking that much with anyone about my life… but Jake, did seem genuinely interested… in me.

And then Jake said the strangest thing.  There were only three more shoots left.  And everything just stopped.  We just looked at each other not saying anything.  And finished our pizza and sodas… It was like a magical moment had just disappeared and was replaced by … reality. 

Jake drove us all back to the Mansion.  Nothing was really said.  I had intended to have Jake help me get cleaned up, but for some reason I changed my mind.  Even though the thought of his hands on me was very hard to resist.  And if he did help me wash off the tattoos, then we would end up having sex… and somehow, that just wasn’t appealing.  Jake even asked if we needed any help getting cleaned up.  But we said we were fine and he could go home.  And then, he asked again!  Piper and Josie gave him a brief hug.  And I whispered in his ear Thanks for everything Jake.  And kissed his cheek.  He seemed a bit disappointed.  But I watched him as he drove away.  What the hell was I thinking??? 

We went inside and soon we were in the shower washing each other.  The shower was nice and hot.  And I did enjoy touching Piper and Josie.  They both had some nice flesh.  I wasn’t really into sex though.  There has to be something wrong with me?  This used to be my thing!  And I kissed them, and fingered them, and licked them… but it wasn’t doing anything for me!  And I think they knew that.  No full-on fuck mode.  And why the hell wasn’t Jake here???  After all the times we have been naked together in the shower under the guise of helping us clean up, this was like the one time we could have used his help!  I mean I am naked in the shower with Piper and Josie and I am thinking about Jake!  But not sexually… I mean not really sexually.  I just wanted… him here.  God, he is so annoying!  Even when he is not here! 

And… there is only going to be three more shoots.

Piper and Josie ended up leaving together.  I decided to stay overnight at the Mansion.  By myself.  This was not how my night was supposed to end.  Alone.  I went into the master bedroom where Jake and I… had been together.  The bed seemed so empty and lifeless.  I was wearing the shirt I stole from Jake.  I could smell him.  I got under the covers and curled up in a fetal position.  It was soon all going to be over.  I wanted Jake to be here with me, but I was glad he wasn’t.  What was I going to do?  Have I become obsessed?  With Jake?  And what would happen … when it was over?  How was I to keep going on with my life? 

I cried.  I sobbed.  I cried myself to sleep.

I was swimming.  In a lake.  The water was warm and I seemed quite buoyant.  I swam easily like I was made for the water.  There was a dock and I swam around it.  This way and that.  I guess I was exploring.  I dove down into the water.  This was fun.  Finally, I walked out onto a beach like area.  The sun was warm and it felt good.  I looked up the hill and noticed a young boy watching me.  Oh well.  I wandered around the beach picking up things.  I ended up sitting down and when I looked up the hill again, the young boy was gone.  He must have found something more interesting to look at than me.  I went back into the water and decided to find some adventures at another part of the lake.  I swam away.